× Bakugou «One Shots» The Revival ×

💥❌★It's Crawling

Warning this chapter may contain inappropriate language and mature content.

CW - body dysphoria, self harm

No ship.

Trans male to female Katsuki

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Bakugou's pov

"How are you feeling this afternoon?" Lue asks as I sit across from him.

I started seeing him, my therapist, two weeks ago. We have two appointments a week.

I lashed out.. at Mineta three weeks ago. He was being perverted again. I'm sick of it. It's not my fault I lost my temper.

He broke into my dorm and went through my things, my private things. He took some.. underwear.. that I have, female underwear. He walked around the dorms with it in his pocket, occasionally sniffing it.

It made me feel physically sick.

"Fucking.. like my skin is crawling" I mumble through gritted teeth.

"And why's that?" He asks softly and I huff.

"My body.. looks so wrong.. my clothes are wrong.. I hate.. hate that I'm.. I'm like this" I mutter out, running a stressed hand through my freshly cut hair.

I was growing it out but the school forced me to cut it. Said it would give me a disadvantage when fighting. That it was a distraction towards my classmates.

"Do you think you could tell me why? So I can understand?" Lue asks softly and I sigh before tugging at my uniform.

"I'm.. not a boy. I never have been. I wish there had been a time where I was or at least wanted to be but I know.. I know I'm supposed to be a girl.. I'm trapped in this stupid body and it's all wrong" I ramble out and Lue nods slowly.

"So, pronouns?" He asks softly and I smile.

"She/her.. I.. I'm, I've been thinking of just going by Kat for a while with my more personal relations and yeah" I say shakily, sniffling as happy tears fill my eyes.

"Okay. I'll change your file after our session. Have you thought of changing things to make yourself more comfortable?" Lue asks and I nod.

"Yeah. The clothes I'd wear by myself and stuff. I used to have my hair long but the school made me cut it.. they.. I want to tell Mr Aizawa" I say softly and Lue hums.

"How about.. you think about doing it before our next appointment on Friday and then we can discuss how it made you feel going forward" Lue suggests and I hum.

"I think.. that would work. I miss my long hair a lot" I say softly, gently running a hand through the short tuffs at the top.

"I bet it looked real pretty" Lue says and I hum.

"I really like glam and doing my hair. I like makeup and dressing up to take pictures. I can show you" I say softly as I reach for my phone.

"Sure" Lue says with a soft smile and I pull up my private gallery.

I smile, looking through the different images. Casual wear, the female school uniform for UA. Maybe I'll actually get to go to the school looking like that.