Chandler Alexander : Alexander's Legacy (Possesive Series : Book 5)

The Freedom?

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Gabriel D'Angelo's P.O.V.

The moment that our eyes met when i step inside logans' house parang nagpatuloy sa pagtakbo ang oras.

Opposite to when it stopped the moment i left 5 years ago.

Ganun pa din walang pinagbago, aside from the fact that he looks even more mature now. Stronger physique and still the cold face that took my interest couple of decades ago.

I smile at him softly and nod my head as a greeting while my son and his family have a tearful reunion.

When thing starts to get rowdy, chan nodded to the kitchen.

I can only chuckle airily at the silent gesture that ofcourse, i understand.

When it was just the two of us kinabahan ako. It feels like a bare hand is squeezing my stomach.

There was an awkward silence at first until i coudn't take it anymore.

"Condolences, about cassandra i mean" i said solemly, genuinely sad that he just lost his wife recently from what ive heard from the news.

He nodded slowly while leaning against the counter, staring at me like he was trying to intimidate me. Kelan ba hindi? I mean this is chandler.

"Stop staring at me" i whisper sweatdropping as i avoid his gaze.

Mas lalo akong kinakabahan sa titig mo.

"You look thin" biglang saad niya completely ignoring my words, para akong nanliit sa sinabi niya.

Am i really? Hindi ko naman pansin.

"Yeah" mahina kong pag sangayon, cause if he's the one who said it then it must be true, i must have gone thin over the year.

"Lets cook its almost dinner" he said pushing off of the counter and turning into their refrigirator.

Bahagya akong nagulat sa sinabi niya, him cook?

I bit my lips as i stare at his toned back, gusto kong manlumo at umiyak, im happy that he was still the same as the man i knew of pero nakakapanliit din pala.

While he looks happy and contented with the life that he have. eto ako, still problematic and full of stress.

Still trying to weigh whats best for my family.

I gulp all my insecurities and step towards where he is. Just by looking at the ingredirnts that he pulled out alam ko na ang lulutuin niya.

Without even him telling me what to do i started washing and cutting all the things that he needs.

Nagluto kami ng hindi naguusap.

Maybe this is my karma. To have the one i love, losing the love he have for me.

Gusto ko umiyak pero hindi pwede, wala akong karapatan, this is the fruit of what i sow.

Now i need to just suck it up and live with it.
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I don't know if i should be happy or not.

I long realized that my son sacrifices a lot for his twin already and i did too, for kallisa and lalisa as well but my heart just feels guilty.