Chandler Alexander : Alexander's Legacy (Possesive Series : Book 5)

Until Our Next Lifetime

Author's Note : I wrote this as a closure of some sort, this morning i woke up and read through all of the books that i wrote and as i read through Gabriel and Chandler's story i realize that they need an ending as they grew older and this is it. so... (im crying as i wrote this i swear this hurts me too)

Warning : Characters Death.
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Chandler Alexander's P.O.V.

A Memory...

Gabriel's body is weakening... not because of his age but because of a sickness he have been fighting for years.

As much as i wanted to bring him back to the hospital this was what he wanted and he knows that i will give him anything he wished for, if its what he want.

Heart Failure... He's Only 75 and he's heart is already giving up.

It pains me to see him in pain, to see the light in his eyes slowly fading, to watch him grew weaker and weaker each day.

I don't want to let him go...a life without him will kill me but if it means he will be no longer in pain.

I'll let him go.

A soft touch on my face snap me out of my daze, my eyes finding his, who's looking at me with the eyes that made my world stop "My king" he softly utter with a smile im willing to trade my life for.

I smile back at him, my hand immediately finding its way in his, to hold him. "Yes my queen?" he giggle adorably and for some reason it broke my heart even more.

The wrinkles on the corner of his eyes as a sign of old age for the both of us didnt hinder how much beautiful he still is.

My beautiful angel.

I craddle him in my arms, as i sit on the grass infront of the place where our salem was buried.

"I love you chandler" he suddenly utter, his eyes looking at me with so much love and i look back showing him just as much as i do too...i love him much god why are you taking my angel away from me?!

He nuzzle his cheeks against my shoulder where he was resting it, i tighten my arm around him as i felt the painful tug inside my chest.

"I love you gabriel" my voice shaking already.

I cant, i cant let him go, oh god please i cant!

I cradle his hand with my free one as he cup the side of my face, our eyes never leaving each other as we studied one another.

Just like the first time that we met.

Tears slowly made its way down my cheeks as the realization of him leaving me for good hits me.

I will no longer hear his laughter, wake up with him in my arms, hug him everything that i get, hold his hand oh god im losing him, i-im losing my angel.

His eyes watered but no tears fall, he wipe my tears with his thumb, but i only tighten my hand on his stopping him while shaking my head.

Sobs escaping my lips my tears fall on him.

"Chan please w-wag-- please i dont want you crying c-chan" his voice shaking as he stutter this words out weakly.

Nahihirapan na siya. Nahihirapan na yung mahal ko.

I force myself to stop, i need to be strong for him, now more than ever he need me to be strong and i will do that for him, i will do anything for him.