Chandler Alexander : Alexander's Legacy (Possesive Series : Book 5)

The Last Straw

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Chandler Alexander's P.O.V.

Hindi ko na siya naabutan.

"Dad!" Sinalubong ako ni nico, his eyes red and puffy.

He look at me before wrapping his arm around me and hiding his face on my chest "t-tito left again, h-he hates us!" He sobbed in my chest, he sounded so hurt that even i felt how crashed he is by being denied by gabriel.

"He dont nicolas. He have work to do he told us he'll meet us soon" it was christian who spoke with a hint of irritation in his face and voice.

Nico sniff "h-he will?" He ask as he slowly untangle himself from me and lean back to turn his head and look at christian who firmly nod his head as answer.

"Siya ba chandler?" I turn my head and finally look at clint who was standing on the sideline watching everything unfold.

I nodded, it was a question i quickly understand, i nodded my head as an affirmation.

He gave me a sad smile nodding back in understanding.

I had not hide the fact that i was inlove with another, to the people i learn to trust.

They vaguely knew what had happen, they had an inkling idea of it but not to the point that they can assume.

"Nasa third floor sya doing his round just incase you wanna know" he gave me a look that says.

Go follow him

I shake my head no, it is not the right time, my sons needs me at the moment and i dont think there's anything that might happen even if i look for him.

I already long accepted the fact that it wont happen.

"All of you grab your things we'll be going home" i said as i turn my head to my sons.

"No! Im gonna find tito gab if you dont want to" vladimir exclaimed out, face reflecting just how he feels, mis of emotions but longing was on top of it all.

He was about to run out but i caught him by his arm before he can even make it to the door.

He look at me with angry eyes, glistening with unshed tears "what dad? Hindi parin ba pwede? I just wanted a hug hindi ba pwede yun?" He spat out the first words but it goes softer at the end his voice almost begging to be let go.

Out of all of my sons emir had always been the most stubborn of them all, he admitted it before.

"Dad why do tito gab hug me and mom don't? Bad po ba talaga ako? I just hate it when she say bad things dad bad yun sabi mo di ba?" age 4 he asked this of me just after we went home from our short trip from italy.

It broke my heart to see my own son doubting the love of his own mother like how i doubted mine, i told myself not to let such thing happen yet my son felt exactly what i did.

I can only hold him as he cry silently, i cannot lie that cassandra was just not herself because thats how she truly is but i cant say stuff that might make him hate his mother even more.

"Sometimes love can be painful emir, you just have to know its reason and cope in a way that will make it hurt less" i answered flatly.

"Dad why cant tito gab j-just be here? H-he loves me unlike mom, he--he plays with me and t-take care of me, he have warm hugs want his hugs now." he said between soft sobs.