Hawks one shots

love me goddamnit! .Pt.2

You sat in bed all day.

It had been a month since he had taken you, and hawks wasn't happy in the slightest.

You were scared of him now.
At first he was sweet, gentle and calm, but now he was just mad, impatient and seemed as if he wanted you dead.

You woke up, and he walked through the door.

"K-keigo?"

"What"

He snapped.
You jumped a little before you stood.

You took a deep breath, before embracing him in a hug.

"I-... i wanted to talk... if your not busy.."

Hawks hugged you, sighing.
He went soft again.

"Of course, what's up?"

You took a deep breath.
There's no way to keep him from getting mad at you unless you do this...

"I-... I wanted to let you know-... I-I'm okay with you-... hugging me. Y-you can sleep in the same bed as close as you want..."

He nodded his face in your chest.
You breath went from being shaken to relaxed.

"Im still the same person y/n... the one that flew you around, the only one that remembered your birthday... I'm still the same person that did everything with you... you know that right?"

You nodded.
He was the same person you looked up to and loved hanging out with-... but learning his secrets made him scarier...

"Keigo... can we go back to the way things were... you know? When we'd hang out for hours and just laugh, do stupid things, watch you try and cook, get drunk together.... You could let me go and we can forget this ever happened and we can just hang out like we always did..."

He shook his head.
"We can do that after the deal is done, it's only a month away..."

You nodded, your tightened chest relaxing, as you took a deep breath and put your head his.

At night he'd hold you, until you both were asleep.
In the morning he'd read to you, and get you breakfast.
In the afternoons he'd get you food and while you two ate, he'd lean on you as you watched movies.

Keigo wasn't all that bad- but he's killings didn't stop.

Some people still liked you, and  keigo found out and wasn't happening.

Even a news reporter went 'missing' because of a comment he made on your appearance- something along the lines of-
"They're definitely a sight for sore eyes"

And another thing-
"I don't think anyone could miss them- just look at them"

And of course hawks was not happy.

You sighed, two weeks to go, and the only thing stopping you from loving him is- he wasn't himself.

"Baby bird, tell me you love me"

You looked at him and sighed as you stood.

"I love keigo... not you"

He looked confused.
You then explained
"Keigo was a sweet caring hero, that did everything in his power to help others. He was funny, cocky, smart, brave, determined, and amazing in every way. But you? You aren't him... you changed him and I don't like it"

Hawks looked at you then sighed, looking down.

"So what do I do?"
You smiled at him, and lifted his head.

"You forget everything that's happened. You never kidnapped me, you never killed those people, and you're still the amazing hero you always were."

He looked at you, and he thought.
"We'll never talk about it again, so now, all you have to do is be you and try and get me to love my keigo in two weeks"

He smiled and ran off.
"Got it!"

You saw the determination in his eyes as he left and you chuckled.

You hoped keigo would go back to his normal self, and when he returned, he returned with chocolate and drinks.
"Sad romantic movies, while crying?"

You laughed and patted a spot beside you on the bed.
"Sad romantic movies while crying"

He ran over, leaving the door open while he sat beside you.

He did change. For the next two weeks you helped him change back, and help him forget everything he did.

You both swore that you would never speak of this again.

And now? Today was the day you were allowed to leave.

"So... did I change in time for you to love me or?..."

You chuckled and smiled.

You did love him, you always had in a way, and now he was back to normal, you touched his face.

"You come pick me up, anytime this Friday, and we'll go on a date, and then I'll decide"

He smiled and you gently kissed his cheek, before you navigated out of the forest.

Okay- now the question is- would you really forgive him? Or would you force him to stay away forever?

Personally if I really did see change- give me a year and I'd probably say yes, but if the change didn't stay probably not-

Anyway enjoy your day/night/afternoon❤️