Hawks one shots

Goodbye hawks💔

Mentions of Oof death. (su!c!d3). Lots of sad 😔.

If you don't wish to see that, or it is triggering, please don't read on.

Other than that, enjoy this sad thing and tell me if you want a part two!

Your best friends with keigo. Well more actually.

You guys are so close and honestly you wish to be something more to him one day.

You loved him, more than a friend but you were sure he didn't see as something more, but right now that didn't matter.

You were standing in front a screen that was showing live footage from the hospital.

Keigo's wings had been burnt off and he was standing at the roof.

"What's he-"

"No don't jump hawks!"

Someone yelled and your eyes widened.

He's going to jump!?

You didn't even think before running towards the hospital.

You looked up at the roof.

You stood there, in front of everyone and shouted.

"KEIGO PLEASE!"

You had tears in your eyes, you were panting.

He saw you and looked away.

You ran up the building, banging on the roof door.

"Keigo! Open the door please!"

Nothing....

You took a few steps back before ramming your shoulder into the door, breaking it off it's hinges and breaking the door off the frame.

"Keigo don't!"

You shouted as you ran and grabbed his waist, pulling him into your chest as you fell over.

You cried into his shoulder, before he got off you and pushed you away.

"Keigo please-"

"DONT act like you care y/n!"

He shouted, tears running down his face.

You stood up, Wiping your tears.
He never calls me y/n...

"Keigo I do care! I love you!"

He shook his head.

"Don't! You don't love me y/n! Not like I love you..."

You were taken back a bit, and confused.

"W- what do you mean?"

He stood near the edge again, trying to hold back his falling tears.

Your tears had also not stopped falling.

"I've loved you for years y/n, but everytime you find someone else! You don't see me like I see you! It's not like you care"
You wiped your on going tears.

"Keigo I do love you! Those people were just because I couldn't stand knowing you didn't love me like I love you! Plus keigo, this isn't the end! There are so many things that could give your life meaning!"

You said with a little hope, only for it to be crushed.

He chuckled and turned away from you, looking down as you began to cry softly, knowing what you said hadn't worked.

"Like what? You..."

He said with a 'tch'

Your eyes widen, and your heart sank. your heart, your love, your hope was all shattered in those three words.

You two stood silent before you sniffle and wiped a few tears.

"This is where you apologise keigo"

He turned his head close to your direction but not fully. (Side profile thing, side glance that sorta stuff)

"And this is where you leave"

You wiped your tears, looking at him as he turned his head away.

"I can't watch you do this to yourself keigo"

He chuckled and turned.

"What? To difficult for you is it?"

You nodded and cried more, not even bothering to stop them.

"Yes it is keigo. It breaks my heart to see you this way..."

He shook his head as he looked away.

"Don't pity me-"

"I'm not pitying you keigo..."

He chuckled and stepped of the ledge to you.

"You care.. SO MUCH! Don't you!?"

He said in your face.

It was obvious he was sarcastic, and it hurt you more and more with every word.

You stood there, looking at him sternly.

Within a few minutes of silence you finally said.

"Goodbye hawks..."

You said before you turned.

"W-what..."

He seemed shocked.

You also gave him the side glance.

"Do what you want... it's obvious you don't want me around. Kill yourself, don't kill yourself, either way I'll cry"

You say before leaving...

If he dies.... It's all my fault...

You thought..