A small Crush (Fruk)

Chapter 10

Francis and I moved to a very deserted part of the house. His place was so big; it was insane.  "Ahhh! We are here," he smiled. I looked at him confused and he pointed to a giant door. "What room is this?" I asked. "Just look for yourself," he laughed. He pushed the doors open and it was a room, a big room that had a giant... Bean bag chair? It was huge!!!

"Uhhhh..... this is what you wanted to show me?" I asked, confused. I turned to look at him and he had a giant smile on his face. "This is my room where I come to relax," he tried to explain.... Yet for some reason, it didn't explain why he had a giant ass bean bag chair. " come on!! Let's lay on it!" He suggested. Francis grabbed my wrist and pulled me inside. He urged me to climb on top of the bean bag chair and he did as well. Look at us... two grown men climbing a giant bean bag.

Once Francis reached the top he reached his hand out for me to grab. I grabbed onto his hand, and he pulled me up slowly. The bean bag was pretty comfortable, so once I reached the top, I threw myself down to feel how it felt. It was amazing. "So why do you have a giant bean bag chair?" I asked. He threw himself down too and began to lay on his side, which I followed. We both faced each other while on our side.

"Hmmm, no reason! Just that I thought it would make me happy," he laughed. I smiled at his smile and it made my heart flutter. "So you took me away from the party to see your most famous bean bag... Sweet," I laughed softly. His face began to turn red, and he avoided eye contact with me. He looked..... so cute to me....

I felt my face get red, and he suddenly looked at me seriously. "The truth is... I wanted you to myself... I kind of got jealous of the attention you got. Yet, it was only two people," he said seriously. My eyes widened....

Why would he be jealous?....

"I didn't mean to come off that way with your wife.... I just didn't know what to do," I tried to defend. I don't want him to get the wrong idea.... Even though I felt that she might have been coming onto me.

He got closer to me and shook my head. "Huh... you don't understand.... It's no problem," he said defeated. I'm not sure what he meant by this. "I'm just glad that I get to be with you right now," he smiled. He slowly placed his hand on my cheek and tilted his head with contentment.

Why did I like this so much? Why am I questioning myself so much? I hardly know him well, yet he is making my heart go crazy. Haven't I had a feeling like this since...... high school?

High school?.....

What made me feel this way?.....

My eyes widened slowly, and I was going to pop from the embarrassment. Since I had a crush on someone! I'm such an idiot! I shouldn't be thinking this way! He is my boss!

Francis is married! He will never love anyone besides his wife. There would be no way he felt that way for me, so this slight crush is going to lead nowhere.

He began to caress my hair softly and push my hair back. "You are really handsome," he starts. My heart began to beat faster and faster. I hardly know him! I should wait a little before having a crush on him. I've only known him for a week! That's not enough time. "You too...." I managed to spit out. He laughed, and it brought shivers to my spine. "What's wrong?" He asked coming closer.

"Well I-..... I-..... I-..."

I'm so stupid!!!

"Haha, no need to rush, I'm fine with staying quiet," he smirked. He began to come closer to me, and I stayed still. He began to place his hand on the nape of my neck slowly... and yet again, I could not move. It was like I just did not want to move. "How would you feel if I-...." He started. His eyes were so close to me that I could disappear from them. "I'm not sure..." I whispered.

"FRANCIS!!! I KNOW YOU ARE IN HERE!!! AMELIA  SAID SHE SAW THE TWO OF YOU COME THIS WAY!!!" A voice screamed.

Francis and I immediately parted from each other and looked down at the bean bag chair. Good thing they can't see up here. "Are you showing him your bean bag chair?" Lucile asked. She had a scary smirk as if she knew what was going on.

I looked over at Francis, and he looked pissed. Wait!!! Were we about to kiss?! My head began to spin, and I nearly fell off the edge of the bean bag. "Thank you for showing me your bean bag!" I started and began to climb down.  "Wait! Arthur!" Francis called out, trying to follow behind me. I just needed to step away for a bit; I was getting too overheated. "I'm just going to step outside for a bit, don't worry about me," I laughed. I'm such an idiot! He is married! And I'm a man! He is a man!!

I found my way outside and stood there feeling like an idiot. There was a nice breeze, and yet I still felt hot. I could still feel his lingering touch in my hair, and I liked it.... I can't have a crush on him! And what he just did?.... I will have to ignore it for now! I will not bring up what happened, and I will pretend as if nothing happened! That way, I save myself the embarrassment of not thinking about it. I held onto my shirt tightly and took deep breaths. Everything will be just fine!!!

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Thanks for reading so far !

This chapter was weird......

I was high 😶‍🌫️🍃