A small Crush (Fruk)

Chapter 13

Once I pulled inside, it was getting harder and harder not to throw myself at him. I had backed him into a corner, and all I could do was clench my fists. This is not right! I shouldn't be doing this! I looked into his eyes, and they were beautiful as ever. I began to get closer to him, and he relaxed. I noticed how Arthur began to close his eyes, and I reached my hand up to his forehead to move his hair back. Does this mean he wants me to? Should I?

I slowly pressed my lips against his forehead and kissed it softly. His eyes opened, and he looked at me, shocked. "Not yet..." was all I could say. I smiled at him and pulled him into an embrace. I couldn't cheat on my wife..... even if I wasn't in love with her. This crush that I have for Arthur... It can't be more; I need to stop myself from getting my hopes up.

"Let's go to bed!" I smiled. I lifted him up into my arms, and he began to shake scared. "Francis! Put me down! I'm too high!" He said scared. "I'll put you down in a bit!! But not now," I laughed at him. I started to throw off my shoes and I soon carried him into his bedroom and slowly put him on the bed. "For tonight, let's pretend that it's just us and no one else," I whispered to him. He looked at me confused but nodded. "I have no idea what you mean, but okay," he spoke sweetly.

"You should take off your clothes... to get comfortable," Arthur spoke turning red. I laughed and nodded at him. I began to slowly take off my clothes and take out the ponytail I had up. I threw the covers over us and held him close to me.

Don't get a boner. Don't get a boner. Don't get a boner. That was all I could think.

"Francis?"
"Yes!?" I said stiffening up. "Just relax a little, let's just not worry about any of that kind of stuff and just relax together," he said. His words allowed me to relax a bit and take a couple of breaths. I looked over at him, and he was staring up at the ceiling. I wonder what he was thinking... it would be so much easier to know how he feels.

"Francis.... Just so you know, I'm a top, so don't get any ideas," he turned to me and smirked, and I was speechless. "What?!! Why are you saying that?" I asked, confused. "Just in case! I don't think I have said this, but with enough energy, I am a very confident person with open sexuality, if you make a move, I won't hold back," he said seriously. He leaned over me and stared into my eyes.

"What!? Why would you randomly bring this up?" All I wanted to know was if he had a crush or something. He began to laugh, and I glared at him. "Well, that might be a problem," I spoke. He looked at me with a lifted eyebrow "why is that?" He asked.

"Because given the chance.... I wouldn't be able to hold back either," I said to him. I pushed him onto the bed and held down his wrists. His face was shocked and red, and I loved every part of it. "What are you doing?!" He asked, shocked. "Showing you that I can easily take you if I wanted to," I laughed. 

I leaned closer to him and was too close to his lips. I could if I wanted to.... I could do it right now! Should I? How would he react if I did? I moved my face beside his ear and whispered, "Would you be upset if I did?"

I looked at him, and he slowly began to shake his head "don't regret not doing anything," he spoke. My eyes widened at what he said, and I pushed my lips into his. It felt so good! I kissed him and realized that I had been feeling him up and down. Arthur began to kiss back and grab onto my hair.

I should stop...

"Kiss me more.."

I'm married, and I made a vow!

"Francis...." Arthur moaned.

I suddenly pulled away from him and stopped. "We can't ..." I said nervously. Arthur had realized what we had done, and his face dropped. "I'm so sorry; I shouldn't have-..." I stopped him.

"Don't say sorry, please! I just.... I don't know what came over me," I said sadly. As much as I liked it, I couldn't continue. Arthur placed a hand on my cheek and smiled. "Let's go to sleep," he smiled. My eyes widened, and I nodded. We began to lay under the covers, and I held him closely; this can't happen again.

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The following day, I was the first to wake up, but I felt funny. I looked over to Arthur, who seemed really happy and began to stretch his body. "Wow, I feel amazing!! Yao was right! Those onions did work!" He cheered. I lifted an eyebrow and began to sit upward. Suddenly, everything hit me! I began to sneeze and cough, and I couldn't help but hold onto my head.

I had gotten sick!!! I'm such an idiot!!!

"Francis? You okay?" Arthur asked. I sneezed some more, and it finally hit him. Arthur began to laugh in my face, and I glared at him. "Idiot! You got sick!!" He laughed. I pushed him off the bed, and he glared at me. "Well! Better tell the miss that you will be late! It is my turn to take care of you," he laughed.

I tried not to laugh too, but his laugh was contagious. "You dumb ass! You better not kill me!" I said seriously. "For your information! I happen to be a great cook! So just relax, and I will take care of everything," he cheered.

That idiot.....

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