Behind Closed Doors ; Mattheo x Reader

Chapter 10

Hey loves, I decided to write this bc I had an idea, but this chapter has a TW - Bull!ng, B0dy $ham!ng and Drug us3, I will put an indicator in bold letting y'all know where they start and end so if you need to skip you can <3

Y/n's POV

I woke to see I was back in his room, was it all just a dream, I thought to myself. Did he actually say it, or am I just imagining things. Was any of it real? 

I brushed off my thoughts and looked over to see Victor sound asleep in Mattheo's bed, I got up quietly hoping not to wake him and made my way to my own room. I lifted my hand to open the door but stopped, I could hear heavy breathing, and something else. Grunts and moans. Ew. 

Pansy that little whore, she's at it again and probably with- no- I can't say it. I don't want to admit it, but it probably is, seeing as they were already half way there earlier. I turned in disgust and made my way down to the common room. It was pitch black and I couldn't see a thing. Seeing as my wand was still in my dorm, I used my senses and made my way to the door. I got out of there, closed the door, then shivered in absolute disgust. 

I walked around the halls for a while and eventually zoned out into my thoughts as I kept walking with my head down. I let my body take me wherever it was headed, and found myself at the top of a flight of stairs when I came back to reality. I looked around and wasn't sure where I was, it didn't look familiar, I guess I'd never been here before. There were two big doors across from where I was standing so I made my way over to them, still unsure of my whereabouts and my body dragging closer. 

Something was pulling me towards that room. Luring me in. I opened the doors to see a hospital-ish kind of room, lightly illuminated by the milky moonlight. There were a bunch of empty beds, and from what I could see, no one around. It would make sense that I'd never been here before, I don't get hurt often, and when I do it usually heals quickly so it doesn't even matter. 

That thing luring me in, whatever it was, just got even stronger now, I made my way over to a cabinet in the corner near the door. I tried to open the cabinet, curious as to what was pulling me in so far. Locked. Damn, I thought. I really want to know what's in there. I managed to pull myself away and made my way over to one of the empty beds, seeing as my room was currently occupied. Yuck, I thought. I hate Pansy so much. 

I lay myself down in one of the beds under the moonlight, it was quite a cloudy night so thankfully it wasn't very bright. I stared up at the moon and couldn't help but let a few soft silent tears slip my eyes, I was trying so hard to keep everything in but it was just so difficult, and the fact that what happened earlier, might not even have been real, well, it hurts. It just hurts, I guess I deserve it though, I should've known better than to trust so easily. How could I have let myself fall so quickly. 

It felt like hours before I slowly drifted off to sleep, letting myself be consumed by my thoughts.

Victor's POV

I woke up to find her gone again, I shook my head lightly, thinking to myself that she'd probably just headed back to her dorm to get ready for class. I brushed it off and got myself ready, I hopped in the shower and cleaned myself off before getting into my uniform. I made my way down to the hall for breakfast even though I don't eat much. 

I had a look around for Y/n but I couldn't see her anywhere, I decided to leave it and sit down with Mattheo, maybe that's why she wasn't here. Maybe she saw him then left or was overwhelmed by the smell of food, because I know how that feels, I'm just a lot more used to it I guess. I brushed it off and thought to myself, I'll just see her in class.

I made my way over to our potions classroom seeing as we had that first up, I walked in just on time and still couldn't see Y/n anywhere, and just as I was about to leave to go find her, Professor Snape walked in. I looked over to the empty table where neither Mattheo nor Y/n were, not gonna lie, I was beginning to get worried.