Alyssa

29. A letter

Why was I so stupid?

What was I thinking?

Did I go insane?

That was literally the worst thing I have ever done.

Cutting myself. Seriously?!!!

Why was I so foolish and listened to Jack?

Jack out of everyone?

All sorts of thoughts were running through my mind as I laid on my bed wrapping my arms around leo, who was sleeping loudly. I gently pulled the blankets to his neck and cuddled him closer to me.

He is my only source of comfort.

I was lost in my thoughts of scolding myself that I didn't notice my phone ringing until leo wriggled his way out of my arms. He got down from the bed and pick up my bag from my study table and brought it to me.

"Thank you baby" i gently took my bag from him and took the phone out. It was Mason facetiming me. I immediately picked it up before i could say anything leo barked loudly watching the screen in interest. Guess Leo missed them too.

"LEO omg i missed you so much." Chris yelled in a very girly pitch. All three were there. Blake and Mason winced covering their ears. Blake reached over and slapped Chris on the back of his head.

"Quit yelling in my ear" Blake hissed.

"Quit bullying me" Chris punched Blake on his arm.

"Quit behaving like a 5 year old" Blake roared back punching Chris in his stomach.

"Says the one who stomped his feet for not getting candies for Christmas" Chris yelled back with a smug look and punched Blake back.

"Ignore them. How are you doing little leo?" Mason spoke. Blake and Chris continued yelling at each other in the back.

"Good" leo barked back. (Some huskies talk)

"Did you have lunch?" Mason spoke a soft tone.

"Yes" leo replied.

"Wow. I am offended. I am not talking to you" i said with a hand on my heart acting dramatic. I mean, he called my phone and is talking with leo completely ignoring me.

"Aww. Is the little princess jealous of her own dog?" Mason cooed.

"No wonder why I hate you" i rolled my eyes.

"I love you too princess" Mason laughed. Leo licked my cheek and occasionally rubbed his head on my neck in a gesture of saying 'i love you'.

I kissed his head but sent a glare towards Mason.

"Okay how about i make it upto you?" He suggested

"How?"

"Um..maybe icecream"

"I am down" i said enthusiastically now sitting straight up. But it immediately left watching Mason's background. Blake had Chris pinned to the wall upside down, holding his legs. Chris balance his weight with his hands. "Look behind you"

"Woah woah" Mason stood up and went to them. He helped Chris back to his feet, shaking his head, saying how childest they were.

"He started it" Chris yelled and threw a book at blake. The book hit Blake's head.

"Your so dead" Blake moved forward towards Chris but Mason stood in between them.

"Cut it off" Mason said sternly. His face expression and the coldness in his voice was very similar to ales, just like when he talking to the guards or on the phone.