True love

III

                                        Sinead

"Sinead, baby." Julian said softly as he planted kisses all over my face. I woke up and smiled at him. Can I wake up like this every morning? I stretched then sat up.

"Good morning, how'd you sleep?" I chirped then caressed his face. He grabbed my hand and kissed it. Oh could you be anymore perfect? "Well let's see, I went to sleep with you in my arms and woke up to your beautiful face... I slept amazingly."

Sweet talking me I see. You must be trying to make up for shitty ass mood yesterday. I kissed his cheek then climbed out of bed. I walked to the bathroom and brushed my teeth. Afterwards, I stood in the mirror rubbing my belly.

I can't wait to meet you baby girl. My sweet angel, my rainbow baby. I'm so happy I get a second chance  to be a mother. There's not day that goes by that I don't think about the baby I lost. I'm still gonna beat Savannah's ass for that. I have not forgot about it.My dream is to be as good as mother for my daughter that my mom was for me. Thats the scary part though. What if I'm a complete fuck up?

I took a deep breath then rubbed my belly once more. This is a big belly. What if I have two in here? I'd have both my babies in the flesh, it'd fill my heart with joy. "Would you like to go to breakfast with my parents?" Julian asked as he leaned against the door frame.

"I'd love to." I smiled. He nodded and walked away leaving me to get ready.

After I shower, I put on a black, backless halter top and a plaid skirt. I curled my hair then did my makeup, and made my way downstairs. Julian was sitting on the couch dressed in a black graphic tee and jeans. He looks so cute. I could eat him up right now on the couch.

"I'm ready." I announced as I grabbed my purse. He looked over and smiled. I could stare at that smile all day. It's crazy how after five years, I'm still so deeply in love with him. Just like when we were teenagers. Except I'm not naive and dumb this time.

"You look beautiful." He stated then kissed me. He's being super lovey dovey. I don't know if I should be happy or suspicious. Part of me doesn't think there's anything fishy going on, but he does have a track record. If there is some foul shit going out, the universe will make it known.

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We walk inside the restaurant and Julian scanned the area. He found his family then began to make his way over to them. I'm shitting bricks right now. They don't know that I am with child, and I don't know how they're gonna take it. I hope they're happy. Please be happy for us.

Julian walked to the table and pulled everyone smiled at him. Seated there was his parents, his older sister Antionette and her husband Samuel, the second oldest sister Gabrielle, and his younger brother Reno.

His mom stood up and greeted him with a tight hug and a million kisses. Aw how cute. They pulled away then she turned to me. "Sinead, you look absolutely beautiful!" She exclaimed then hugged me. My bump poked her and she looked down.

"Oh my god, a baby! I'm having a grand baby!" She squealed rubbing my belly. I chuckled then looked at Julian. He shook his head and we took our seats.

"What are you having?" Gabrielle asked.

"A little girl, but everyone thinks I'm having twins." I chuckled.

"Twins? I'd die!" Julian's mom exclaimed clapping her hands.

I'm so glad she's so excited. His mother is gonna be such a great grandma. This just eased my nerves so much. "This is a family brunch, let's talk about family business." Antoinette stated and I glanced over at her.