True love

VII

Sinead

I woke up feeling so sick. We need to take a break. What the fuck is a break? Either we're together or we're not together. I'm gonna take it as we're not together. This shit sucks. That means I have to get my shit from out of his house.

I sat up and sent a text to my friends.

Me to Sister girls 💕:: Julian and I broke up.

Amber:: What?!?!

Quinn: What the hell Sinead?

Harper:: Welp what a good fucking morning this is huh?

Me: I was at parents until late last night so I just decided to stay and right before I went to bed he texted "we need a break."

Harper:: There's no such thing as a break, i'll beat him up .

Quinn:: Y'all were just doing so good...

Amber:: Does this has anything to do with that assistant ?

Does this have anything to do with Joanie? Why would it? Would he rather be with her? I don't even wanna think about the two of them being together. I need to get up.

I climb out of bed and walk downstairs. "Morning." My dad says as I enter the kitchen.

"Morning." I mumble grabbing a banana.

"Everything okay?" Rena asked as she poured Kai a bowl of cereal.

"Yeah, Julian and I broke up." I stated and the room fell silent.

My dad immediately walked over and engulfed me in a hug. I bursted out into tears. I feel like this is my fault, all of this is my fault. I picked the arguments, I picked the fights, I'm the one who's insecure. Now I'm single.

"Shh, baby it's okay, he didn't deserve you.. and even he knew that." My dad cooed as I sobbed into his shoulder.

"But I love him." I cried.

"I know but maybe you guys need time apart, with all the arguments and the fights." He said.

"We've been apart for five years! how much more space does he need?!" I sobbed.

My dad didn't respond. He just rubbed my back and kissed the top of my head. I hate this feeling. I hate crying. This is not healthy for my babies. I stopped crying and wiped my tears.

"Do you still wanna go out today?" Rena asked and I shook my head.

"I need to find a job, get my stuff out of Julian's house, and find a place to live." I stated as I wiped my tears.

"We have a house about thirty minutes from here, you'll stay there." My dad said.

"Are you sure?"

"Girl, you're my child, I will not see you out on the street... and as far as a job, you are not working while pregnant nor after you give birth, you have enough inheritance from your mother and our help that'll get you through." He said.

I nodded and thanked him. Rena hugged me as well and even Kai wrapped his arm around my legs. I'm so happy I'm loved. That's what's gonna get me through this. I need all the love I can get.

I walked upstairs and changed into one of my old, baggy tees with a pair of sweats. I grabbed my phone and keys then went downstairs.

"Where you going?" My dad asked.

"Jesse's."

I walked out then hopped in my car. Jesse will comfort me better than anyone. He knows exactly what to say that would lift my spirits. I drove in silence with my mind racing. I wonder what he's doing. Is he thinking about me and what he did? I be he thinks he did the right thing.