True love

XI

Sinead

I stopped puking my literal guts out when I heard the door slam. More ruckus? What the hell did I just start?

I push myself off the floor and open the door. Jesse storms past me so fast, I stumbled back a bit. Who called him? This is gonna be fucking bad. I rush out of the bathroom and to the back door.

I see Jesse immediately tackle Julian. Oh my god. They start throwing blows at each other. Adrian and Regan immediately begin to break up the fight. Jesse was trying to let up, until Ryan helped Regan pull him away.

"Fuck you Julian!" Jesse snapped.

"No fuck you! You've been plotting on my girl for years! She doesn't want you bro and she never will! All I have to do is snap my fingers and she'll be mine again, like she always is!"

"You're a piece of shit. I'll murder you for getting her pregnant and doing this foul shit to her!" Jesse snapped.

"You wish those were your seeds, you wish she came back for you... You'll never get her bro."

"I will, and I'll make her forget all about your sorry ass.. I'll show her the definition of love."

Jesse broke away from the boys and walked back to the door. We made eye contact and he gave me a small smile. My mind is racing, what the fuck is my life right now.

He opened the door and engulfed me in a hug. I just stood there, numb. This is not how I expect things to be when I made the decision to come back. Why does all the fucked up shit happen to me? Why can't I just be happy?

He pulls away and kisses my temple. "Everything's gonna be okay, I got you."

I nod and take a step back. "I'm gonna go lay down for a minute." I whispered then walked upstairs.

Once I entered my room, I laid down and cried softly. I cried not for me and the situation, but for my babies. They don't deserve this, they didn't ask to be here. I know they're not physically here yet but the fact that they can feel when I'm hurt, hurts. I just wanna be happy for the sake of them. I cried until my eyes got heavy. Cried until I fell asleep.

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I woke up and groaned. I was only sleep for a good twenty minutes, but the sound of arguing woke me up. Who the fuck is going at now? Haven't y'all had enough for the day.

I climbed out of bed and walked downstairs. As I inched closer to the bottom of the stairs, I can hear that it's Julian's parents yelling.

"They're our grandchild as well!" Julian's mom snapped. Let me go put an end to this before it gets ugly. I do not need to see anymore fist fights.

I walked into the living room and stood in the archway. They're still going at it. Nobody has a say about who's going to be in my children's lives except me. I'm fucking carrying them.

"Mr. and Mrs. Polinice, I have no issue with you two being involved in my kid's lives as much as you want but it's too soon for me to have an opinion on Julian." I sighed as I walked completely into the room.

"Thank you." Julian's dad said and I nodded.

I walked over to the glass door and looked outside. Carter, Adrian, Marie, and Ryan were cleaning up the patio, while Alexia was consoling Quinn. What the hell is her problem? Y'all should be consoling me.Where's Harper and Jesse?

Carter spotted me and said something to Adrian who looked at me then shook his head. I don't care about what they think of me, I'm not in the fucking wrong here. I turned around and sat down on the couch.