True love

XXIV

Sinead

Waking up with Jesse's arms around me has to be my favorite way to wake up. I look around my room then up at the ceiling. It's been a week since Father's day and honestly I've forgotten all about it.

Jesse's mother apologized and we had a civilized conversation as adults, Finally someone I had a disagreement with can own up to their wrong doings. We love that for us.

Anyways today I'm 34 weeks meaning that I only have 6 weeks left. This is getting so scary now. Like I can't believe that I'm almost a mother. Me, little Sinead, with two babies? Ew.

I moved slightly causing Jesse to slowly wake up. "Everything okay?" He asks softly.

"Yeah, just ready to start my day." I reply with a small smile.

Today we're going back to my hometown because I have a doctor's appointment and Jesse says he has business to take care of. Business which he won't discuss. He cheats on me, I'll kill him.

Who am I kidding? Jesse loves me entirely too much to cheat. Well, I did say the same thing about Julian. Jesse is not Julian, stop comparing them Sinead.

"You start to get ready, and I'll make breakfast." Jesse says then kisses my cheek.

I nodded and he climbed out of bed. I stayed laying in bed while he walked out of the room. I wonder if things are going to change once the twins are here.

Is he going to be this sweet and helpful? Is he going to feel a way with Julian being around? I'm not gonna overthink it, I'll enjoy the days as they come.

I get out of bed and make my way to the bathroom. I shower and do my hygiene then look at myself in the mirror. I look like a big, fat, beluga whale. Who told me to get pregnant?

There was a knock at the door and I turn to open it. Jesse leans against the doorframe and crosses his arms.

"You don't look like a beluga whale."

"How'd you-"

"Love, I know you like the back of my hand. If you need me to reassure you that you're beautiful every second of every day, I will do that. This negative self-talk has to stop."

I sigh, "I know, I just can't wait to be skinny again."

"You won't be skinny, you'll be slim thick."

"Even better."

We chuckle then go our separate ways. I get into our then begin the search for an outfit. I decide to put on a simple top and shorts, then slipped on a pair of vans.

I got into the kitchen and see a plate of blueberry waffles, eggs, turkey bacon, with raspberries and blackberries on the side.

"This looks amazing!" I smile as I sit down.

"I hope you enjoy, I'm gonna get dressed." Jesse says before kissing the top of my head.

Once he exits the kitchen I begin to eat. Jesse is such an amazing cook, I swear I'm gonna help him start up a business. I was in the middle of my plate when my phone rang.

I answered and Julian's face popped up on my screen. "Hey hon." He says with a small smile.

"Hello Julian."

"Who did I do something?" He asks.

"Don't call me hon, that's all."

"My bad... Are you ready for the appointment today?"

"Yes I'm so excited to see them."

"Me too, are you coming to the house or we're meeting at the doctors?"