struggling / autistic male reader / marvel au

~.мама паук?.~

also you know sign language when your non-verbal or so stressed you cant do anything you use sign language to communicate. it will look like this : hello :>

you finished pizza and you got settled into your brothers room and it was fancy and warm. ever since you meet Mr. stark you felt this place was warm and homey. you got up and walked into the kitchen with peter next to you. you were very anxious today for no reason. it was frustrating you and you just wanted to be in your swing. you were desperate to pick and scratch your hands and you were getting mad at peter for holding them away. in the end he put your tight sock like gloves on. you didn't like them but you knew it was for your own good.

peter was holding your arm tightly. not in a angry or mean way just to help you get you around the place. you stepped back into the kitchen and saw a lady with red colored hair that was on the natural side then bright red and artificial. you and peter got some juice out and he made himself a coffee. you looked around and caught your eye back onto her. she smiled and waved and you felt your shoulders rise from anxiety. you wave lightly back and hide behind peter. he chuckled and said "that's Natasha, she is black widow." you look at him and gasp. you start stimming and squealing. peter could tell today will be a hard day and you will be quite non-verbal. 

on the other hand Natasha instantly knew you where on the spectrum. she chuckled and kept on eating watching you move and wriggle around and move and squeal. peter grabbed his shoulders and moved him to the other table and grabbed a plastic cup with juice and got a couple slices of pizza out of the fridge to heat them up. 

you were wriggling around sipping juice. you were a massive fan of her and you also really liked Pietro who you named Mr. speed-boi. you giggle while rocking. then you remembered your swing. you put your juice down and ran down the hall. but you stopped when you heard peter yell. "y/n please don't run off, your favorite pizza is done!"  you turn around and walk to wards him and sign "i want to be in swing, swing please swing?" you fiddle with your fingers and peter engulfs you in a hug. "later, eat your pizza then you can go on it. Mr. stark set it up in my room and you will get it in your room when its done getting made up" you looked into peters eye and saw truth so you nodded but you looked down disappointed that you had to go later to your swing. you weren't looking where you were going and you bumped into someone. lucky peter was behind you he didn't let you fall. you looked up with tear staining your eyes and tried to apologies but realized you couldn't speak so you broke down into tears and cried loudly. 

suddenly you were brought into a hug and you heard a soft and sweet voice say "its okay маленький паук it was an accident" you were confused because everyone you meet was so easy and was so warming. you were breathing better and only a few stray tears were falling. she helped you get back up and held your hand all the way to the table where your pizza sat. she smiled and it reminded you of a kind mother you hugged her and sat down to eat. she just smiled and waved you a good bye. peter bent down to your level and gave you a tight hug and said "you did so well! you did amazing meeting her! I'm so proud lil bro!" you giggle after he finished his rant. you just realize that may was leaving tomorrow so you sign "can we go say bye to may today bc she is leaving so early tomorrow?" you looked down and peter tapped you leg and nodded. 

suddenly you get a lot of energy and you ran to the door with peters hand in yours you jump up and down and you run back to were you think your room was. you look at peter for approval that this was your room. he nodded again and you bolted in. you run to the clothes area and finally peter understands what you meant. "you want to get changed to go as quick as possible to get to may for your morning cuddles? even though its 11:34am."  peter said. you giggle and nod and grab your compression tights and your brothers hoodie he so kindly gave up for you. you squeal and run to the bathroom and change. then you grab your phone and do all your morning jazz like brush your teeth brush your crazy bed hair and you insist that you brush peters but he kept running away. you just gave up and walked out the door ready to go hop on the subway but peter stopped you can pointed at the car. "happy will take us. do not worry he wont talk at all he isn't that talkative and he is not what his name is." peter said. you giggled lightly at the joke but was a little nervous but you decided to do it anyways. you were proud that you didn't complain or be anxious any of the ride. like peter said happy wasn't talking and he looked grumpy. you giggled at his resting face finding it funny how he was so serious.

finally you arrive at yours and peters and mays apartment and you step inside to see may making coffee and having her computer open with work stuff on it. she turned around and jumped but came running over and gave you and peter her big and warm hug. you snuggle into it and sigh. peter told may you were not speaking today which she shrugs and goes to shut her work off. you and peter go an run to your old rooms and its weird how empty it is. you run around like a chicken which may and peter laugh at. 

you spent the whole day hugging and watching movies with your brother and auntie. it was kind of sad having to leave. you started crying when you got home and you crawled into your swing and listened to your favorite music. you rocked back and forward. peter came to ask you some stuff but you didn't talk so he shrugged it off and left you alone knowing it was hard to not see or hug may for a whole year. you got out of the swing and went to peter and hugged him and cried more just getting yourself tired. you ended up falling asleep at 5pm. 

you got woken to the faint noise of a British man you look around and see peter on his phone. he smiles at you and says "that's Jarvis he is Mr. starks AI."  you nod and roll off the bed to go to your swing again. 

"also little brother, Mr. stark put another swing in the living room so you can swing and watch movies there!" you turn around and jump up and down "you also forgot to mention that Mr. stark added young Mr. parkers headphones to the tv as well." said Javis. you jumped even more and you sign "can we go use it now or can i use it now?" you wait for peter he just smiles which makes you giggle and you drag him out of bed. he takes you to the living room which its connected to the kitchen and you see your swing. you run to it and jump in. peter turns on your favorite movie and you can hear it through your headphones you swing back and forward and watch closely. you see peter go off and make popcorn. you nod at peter to say thank you and you sit and watch movies while peter read. 

about 3 movies later you are fast asleep with about 1/4 of popcorn left and the TV was turned off by peter. he watches you sleep while smiling. he was glad you moved in quite nicely. he knew the avengers would warm up to you. he was only worried for Steve.. he was nervous for that...