struggling / autistic male reader / marvel au

~.changes.~

it was 4 days after the news and 3 days until may leaves for a year. you knew that peter trusted Mr. stark but you still felt nervous to talk and meet a new person. you also knew it was a super big privilege to meet him and so getting to live with him. you just didn't know. deep down you were getting more anxious. you were in the car with all your items that included your sensory swing, clothes and much more. today was the day you were moving your items into his big fancy place that apparently is super cool looking. you were zoning out listening to music when the car jolted to a stop. you look up to see a big tower that kind of looked like a bird. you giggled thinking that they live in a bird house. peter was typing quickly on his phone and aunt may was already out grabbing small items. from the trunk of the car.

 you take a long breath and go to open the car door. but you ended up staying still. thoughts were rushing in and out and peter ended looking up and realizing. "hey? y/n? are you okay? i know its a hard moving and changing but I'm here for you. you for the first 2-3 weeks will be in my room and while that's going on they are making a room next to mine for you which has a door to cross over from each other." he looks at you and you look back you smile and hug him forgetting your decently shorter as you were a multiple years younger. he laughed and stepped out and you just followed his actions. 

you grab your phone out and close the door hiding behind peter holding your favorite toy. he grabs your hand and leads you to the front of the tower where all of yours and peters stuff was in boxes waiting you grab onto peters hand tighter as you got more nervous. he stopped and hugged you tightly when you were in the tower "your doing amazing y/n! you stepped in and you have all your stuff in that's a big step you did it perfectly!" he said while you were crying a little from being overwhelmed. you hug him back sniffling, he looks at you and does his heart warming smile which always makes you laugh. you turn around to find that you and him are on the floor and there are people carrying yours and peters boxes away. he grabs your hand tightly and takes you to the front desk. he pulls you behind him and starts chatting to the lady at the front which prints out and makes another badge for you to get access to any floor. 

peter knows that elevators are hard for me to use so we take the stairs while chatting about how we are so glad its holidays. peter stops for a second to take a breath. you laugh and start saying he is unfit and how you were better at taking the stairs. he fake gasps and you start running hearing light foot steps behind you. you stop to take a breath but realize peter is right behind you. you yell as he picks you up and shifts you into a piggy back ride and carries you up one more flights of stairs and swipes his card to open the door. 

you hop of his back and start to feel nervous as you realize what's coming you start picking your skin and rubbing your wrists to only be stopped by peters hands. you knew it was a bad habit for when you were anxious. peter looked down at you and smiled again you giggled he gave you that look that mean do not stress its fine. you felt relaxed but was still holding onto peter like your life depended on it. he looks in and frowns and turns to you and says "hey little bro, i am going to head in and tell them some stuff. i will get only tony and Natasha to come out okay?" he said in a calm voice. you nod and sit outside the door waiting nervously for the great tony stark.  you play with your shirt and wait. you feel like its been hours since you saw peter and you were getting nervous and upset. peter promised not to say anything about you being autistic. he will keep his word. 

you start crying from the fact you felt alone and you where getting to nervous. everything was getting to much. your brain was hurting and even with the headphones your ears were ringing and hurting you started hugging your body for comfort. "he...- hey?.. y-"  you were hearing a voice you didn't recognize "y/n? are you doing okay? why you panicking?" you heard an older man say. you looked up and saw tony stark. for some reason you saw comfort in his eyes you felt safe, this never happened you. you never have been so quick to feel safe. you found your head was in the shoulder of him and you were rocking back and forward repeating "peter" you were sobbing loudly and you felt a shift and heard the one and only peters voice. you were getting light headed. "Sir. it seems that young  y/n is about to pass out from lac of air. should i call Mr. Bruce out?" said British voice. you shake more and then sudden darkness encloses your vision. 

you start shifting around in your sleep. you feel your ears you feel like you have headphones on but you don't. you sit up and look around you found there was earplug devices in your ears you take them out and grab your headphones and look around and see a sleeping peter on the couch. you get up and walk to peter and give him a shake. he jolts up and give you a hug straight away. you melt into the hug but was interrupted by a person clearing their voice. you look over to see Mr. stark staring at you both in awe. you see his smile as again it was like peters it made you giggle. you hide your face in your brothers shoulder. you giggle and cry at the same time. 

you guess that Mr. stark was confused you look up and see him making a weird face and you burst out laughing. then a idea popped in your head. you look at peter and tickle him and laugh. he was laughing as well. you finish your what may monkey session. "come on you monkeys. food is ready i have ordered Chinese and a favorite pizza for y/n!"  you stare in shock as he got your favorite type of pizza. 

"i have got everyone to move out of the kitchen for tonight and they will stay in their room for the night but only Nat will out" you heard Mr. stark say. peter helps you up and takes you to the kitchen. you gasp as you saw how lovely and fancy it was. you smell in and run to the pizza and engulf in it. Mr. stark looks shocked and chuckles. you see peter serving himself some rice and sweet and sour pork and shish wan beef. maybe this change wont be that bad after all?... maybe...