struggling / autistic male reader / marvel au

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Bucky was so mad and he didn't know what to do. Steve was hurting his feelings and hurting others, he made others mad and he was at the last straw with there relationship. Bucky does usually cry but he walked into Bruce's workplace and burst out crying. Bruce dropped his work and ran to Bucky. 

"i cant s-stand it anymore Bruce, Steve is so rude but i cant f-find myself to leave him. he is hurting people around him and slowing hurting me but he is so c-charming.." Bucky spluttered out. Bruce was also noticing the change and he sat Bucky down on the couch and Bruce went to his little small kitchen and made some tea and grabbed some tea biscuits. Bruce sat down and gave Bucky the tea and went to go grab pen and paper. 

 "Bucky... can you explain your whole time of the relationship. tell me the key parts." said Bruce in a calm and respectful voice. Bucky was talking about how he was friends with Steve in the way past in the 19 hundreds. Bucky said that he and Steve had to secretly date as it was illegal back then. Bucky and Steve were super cautious and Bucky said Steve was super cautious. Bruce was writing it down and nodding as Bucky spoke.

"did he give you a lot of attention when you guys were home? was he normal acting when you were alone?" asked Bruce. Bucky looked away and back to Bruce. "well he would talk and make me food but when i wanted to have a nice chat he would say he was busy or go train." Bucky looked back at Bruce and Bruce nodded. "this might be a hard question but did he hit or hurt you? yell or make massive arguments?" Bruce said a lot more quietly. Bucky knew that Steve said not to tell someone. but Steve did once hit him on the face and then 20 minutes later apologize and say he didn't mean to and he was so sorry. Bucky just nodded and tears spilled faster again. 

Bucky was full on sobbing now. he broke a promise to not tell someone. Bruce on the other hand was so mad. someone had the audacity to touch Bucky, with all the abuse and stuff hydra made him go through Steve hit him? "Bucky, this is very serious but this relationship is unhealthy. you don't "accidently" hit someone". Bruce said sternly. Bucky nodded and cried harder. Bruce hugged Bucky tightly, trying not to get his heart rate up from anger. 

Bucky thanked Bruce and walked down the hall to the kitchen to grab some Panadol for his headache. he looked at the TV and saw beauty and the beast playing and a little ball in the swing. Bucky smiled and grabbed the water and gulped down the pills and the water. 

(your pov)

you were watching Beauty and the beast while eating popcorn again. you heard someone walk in but you were engulfed into the movie. Bucky walked and sat on the couch. you looked at him and smiled but only to realize his eyes were puffy and you were nervous. you jump out of the swing and you sit next to Bucky and give him a hug. you didn't say anything but just hugged him. Bucky sighed and just let you hug him. your headphones was connected to the TV so only you could hear the movie. "its kind of weird watching a movie without the sound" said Bucky. you giggle and keep on hugging him. 

you put your head on his lap and stay there watching the movie it only had 40 minutes to go so you just decided to finish it there and then. you looked up at Bucky and asked "do you want some popcorn? i made tons because of Mr. starks new machine" Bucky nodded and you got up and grabbed the massive bowl of popcorn. you rested your head back onto Bucky's head and continued to watch Beauty and the best. it was about 30 minutes into the last of the movie, and you heard stomping coming down the hall. Bucky turns his head and his body just tightens up. "OOH SO YOUR NOT GOING TO HANG OUT WITH ME NOW AND JUST SIT AND ABANDON ME FOR THE YOUNG NEW SUPERSTAR PARKER!?" said Steve in a really loud and rude voice. you flinch and jump onto Bucky's lap and curl into a ball to come off small and hide more. Bucky's body was shaking a little and he lent down and whispered "i need to go for a little but i will be back make sure to talk to Javis and get his attention if i am not back in half an hour!" Bucky said very quietly and quickly. he pushed you off his lap and walked off with Steve you could hear the argument echo through the hall way. 

(in there shared room)

"HE IS IN YEAR 2!? HE IS LIKE 8 YEARS OLD I AM NOT EVEN INTO SMALL CHILDS THATS GROSS!" Bucky screamed. "I AM NOT WORRIED ABOUT THAT YOU DON'T SPEND TIME WITH ME AND YOU HANG OUT WITH HIM!" screamed Steve. "THATS FINE YOU ALWAYS ARE BUSY NOW SO I DON'T  EVEN THINK ABOUT GOING TO FIND YOU BECUASE YOU ARE SO ENTILED TO YOUR STUPID CAPTAIN AMERICA ROLL!" Bucky said now crying. Steve stood shocked and Bucky turned around took off his promise ring dropped it and ran off to go to you. 

Steve looked at the ring on the floor and to the door.  he suddenly turned to sadness then rage. he started flipping things over in the room and yelling. he broke items and broke the wall and window. Steve was mad at Bucky and You and he for the first time wanted to hurt someone in a bad way and not for good. dropped onto the floor and finally the sadness washed over. Steve cried and sobbed. 

on the other hand Bucky can running into the living room/ kitchen and ran to go hug you. you were shaking and sobbing you feared that Bucky someone you see as a dad like figure. you look up and hug him tightly. your suddenly feel your eyes roll back and you black out. 

(Bucky pov) 

he ran and hugged you. he saw that you were breathing differently he was trying to tell you to breath and then he saw your eyes roll back and your body seize and you faint. he yells for Javis to get Bruce. Bruce comes running into the room and takes you to the room. Peter was with Mr. stark and Mama widow and vision. so they were alerted but they cannot come to see you. Bruce put you onto peters bed and called tony to tell him about it. all Bruce and Bucky could think was how they needed to get this dog soon.