struggling / autistic male reader / marvel au

~.mama and brother save.~

YOU IN THIS BOOK ARE 7 YEARS OLD. NO ONE IS DATING YOU AND BLACK WIDOW IS A MOTHER FIGURE TO YOU!! NO NASTY STUFF PEEPS

you were woken to loud booming voice. you hide into your swing more and you heard peter shift near you. he was whispering "hey bro um i forgot the rest are coming now would you like to meet them i will make sure if you get overwhelmed you can go to the room and watch a movie in there with your stuff okay?"  you got out and hugged peter not in a friendly way in a desperate and frantic way. he shushes you and puts you on the couch. you look over to see peter running to Mr. stark and run off to the room. you hide into your arms and press your hands on your ears to get more sound blocked off. 

you felt a hand on your shoulder and you look up to see peter and black widow. peter grabs you hands and put the gloves on and put a weighted blanket on your shoulders. you jump up and run to sit on black widows lap and hug into her trying to brace to meet new people. you had a bad feeling and you knew some thing was coming you felt it. peter called it mini spider bro sense. you tried to think of funny things and you were grabbing onto the material of a shirt. you heard her whisper "its okay маленький паучок, you are doing great. i promise you that no one here is going to cause you harm, how about you meet 2 new people and i will watch movies with you" you felt your body settle. you look up and nod. she hugs you tighter and tells people to head off. you look up to see another lady, Mr. stark, Pete and a guy with a metal arm. 

you knew one day you will have to talk and tell the rest of the people about you having autism but you were scared to be judged. you sign to peter "i think i should tell them about me having autism. i might save questions i feel confident"  peter looked shocked and clapped and ran to me. he hugged you and told you that its a massive step and its a good idea. he looked up to tell the rest to walk over. you were still on black widows lap and she was playing with your hair. the newer lady sat down next to you and get on her knees and said "hello there little guy, how are you? i am Wanda and i am scarlet the witch!" she did a little red thing with her hands that formed a butterfly and landed on you nose. you giggle and try to grab the butterfly but it flew off. you waved it goodbye. and you grabbed her hands and was looking at her hand formation. you found it comforting and she smiled.

 then next a bulky guy sat down and was a little bit shy looking but covered it with a face that looked like that guy happy that drove a car. you giggled at the face and signed to peter "his resting face looks like happy's the first time we saw him" peter burst out laughing and the guy in front of you looked confused. peter just explained what you said and the guy chuckled. he said "hello there... err my name is Bucky and i am the winter solider"  you nodded and touch his metal arm it was cold so you pulled away quickly. he chuckled lightly. you were getting sleepy so you crawled onto the couch and put the weighted blanket on your shoulders. 

peter was beyond happy. he was glad you were warming up as quickly as you did. he told the rest to walk in quietly and told thor not to speak loudly. the rest saw you and awed. the only one who glared was Steve and peter and widow caught onto it quickly. peter used his Spidey super strength and picked you up and brought you to your currently shared room. he tucked you in and gave your head a little peck and went to go get some dinner. 

(The avengers pov's)

"peter he was so cute! what's his name?" asked Pietro "he is called y/n he is my little bro as you know. but i need everyone to sit down for a serious chat. please?" asked peter. everyone sat on the table eating the food that vision quickly whipped up. "with the permission of y/n, i have to inform you of different things about him. please don't bring this up or make a conversation with him just in brace it and just treat him like anyone else. now, the reason y/n might cry or stress or be a little bit more weary as might not speak plus more other things is y/n is on the spectrum, meaning he has autism." peter explained, people just nodded and shrugged. "and what does he not like us to do what do you want us to not do around him?" says thor in a medium voice. peter went on and explained things not to do to you and some more information. 

its been 2 hours and its about 12:00pm and you were tossing and turning. peter was next to you fast asleep with a book on his chest. (in head)"why does he always read?" you jumped off and grabbed the book and put it on the floor. you walk out to go get water but realized you forgot the way again. you started getting lost and you were stressing out and you drop down the wall. you get up and move slowly, you whimper and stray tears fall out your eyes and you end up scratching your arms roughly. 

you slid down the wall and cried a little harder. until you heard a door open and you start to freak out more. you closed your eyes and covered your ears and realized you didn't have headphones on. you were struggling to speak. "hey? are you doing okay? y/n? are you alright?" came a voice you heard before. you look up and see Bucky. you whine and cover your ears. you feel Bucky's present leave and you feel even worse. but suddenly you felt a pair of headphones on your head. you look up and feel Bucky pull you into a hug and you realized that his metal arm was off. since it was 12:20 ish you feel asleep and next thing you know you woke up in peters arms again. you look around and found your headphones and put them on. suddenly everything came flowing back. oh no... you sit up and thing "i will thank him when i see him next"