Give up

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Someday you won't be able to stay on your feet.

Or be concious about what's happening around you.

When that day will come, you won't feel the world envolving around you, but you'll feel it crumble beside your feet.

Your head will drown in your thoughts and will swallow your body.

No one will be with you, but above you, watching you.

Judging you...

If you'll ever feel the need to watch the sun's blinding light, then remember that once you see  it, once it touches your skin, it will burn it. And it will leave a deep scar...

Now you can not go back. Not anymore. Not at how it used to be...

And that may destroy you... 

Slowly...

It will make you lose your mind, choke on your own pain and drown in an ocean of sadness.

Do you remember how it used to be?

I bet it's been so long you don't even recall how it used to be.

How did you feel when you were in control over, let's say, just yourself.

You knew what you felt very clearly, what you wished for, who you clould trust, who loved you, who hurt you.

You had everything in order. You hadn't missed a step.

But times have changed. Now you know what hearbreak is, you know pain, you know disaster and chaos.

Were you hurt by everybody, that you don'y know what exactly feel anymore?

Was it rage? Fear? Sadness? Nothing...?

Did you got used to it yet?

You better do it... And fast.

But, who knows?

Maybe someday everything will be like how it used to be.

Maybe you will feel whole again. Maybe if that day will ever come again, you will pray it didn't.

Why must you feel so many changes? What are you made of?

I guess you have a heart too. Maybe you don't. Maybe you never had, anyway.

But it doesn't really matter. They don't care, however.

So, just give up...

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