Here I am again. In this lonely grey world.
I wish I could see the outside. Because in here it's so dark.
Even though I have people who love me and people who know me, I feel so alone.
I feel like everyday I'm living in my head and I drown in my thoughts. Even though I don't want to be that way.
I wonder if I will ever be able to change. I wonder if there's still something that can save me from this darkness that is all around me. I wonder if someone will come to save me...
And it's, oh, so painful for me. All day and all night all I hear is the silence. All I feel is the pain ringing in my ears. All I can taste is this suffering. And all I can see is this emptiness in my fragile heart.
I wish I could be like all those people that I see, living happily and peacefully. I wish I could get rid of the pain and the sadness. And oh, how I wish someone to understand me.
For now I'll continue dreaming of a life like that. I'll continue dreaming of all the thing that I don't have, hoping that I'll somehow gain them.
For now I will have to listen to this loud silence.
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Poems
PoetryEmotional and expressive poems that I wrote. Some of them are heartbreaking, some of them are happy, some are just powerful.