Poems

Hope

What Is hope?

I don't know what hope is for you, but I do know what it is for me. So I'll explain that.

I had a feeling of hopelessness that it was just latched onto me. It was glued to my heart somehow.

I just couldn't think of anything that could bring me a good mood. Absolutely nothing.

But, I always knew, deep down in my darkest corner of my heart, that there was hope.

But, I felt strange. I had hope that everything will be fine, that everything will change for the better, however I was still thinking negatively about life.

And you know what I did? Instead of feelings of sadness and bitterness, I let me feel love and happiness.

I pushed the darkness aside forever and tasted life.

Hope was the feeling that saved me.

Faith saved me from a cruel and slow death.

On the other hand, I don't ever want to feel what I felt before, because my soul was falling in a deep sleep, like I was paralyzed, numb. And my heart was made of stone. Cold and hard.

Even though I went through bad times, I'd rather think about the good ones.

And when I do, my heart is warm and my mind is clear.

Hope is the only thing that made me want to live truly. Because I knew there was something more for me.

Even now I still hope.