You didn't notice me.
Didn't notice the pain behind my smile.
The pain in my eyes.
The pain in my voice.
It was so obvious
You just had to look deeper.
But you didn't care.
And you never will.
No one will ever understand. I don't even understand...
I need someone to realise.
And quickly, because I'm falling apart faster than I could ever imagine.
I feel like I'm broken, I can not fix my own pieces, so I'm waiting...
Waiting for an escape
I dream of something that can pull me out of this.
Something painless and meaningful...
This feeling of hopefulness will crush me in the end.
I feel it. It's the only reason I'm still hoping.
Maybe if I wasn't so damaged.
Maybe if I wasn't so different, I could be happy.
But I'm nobody,
So nobody is affected by me.
No one cares, no one cries, no one asks...
Someday I shall fall into a black hole
Where there is no light, nor love.
It is darker than the darkness you see when you close your eyes
I will get lost in there and nobody will be able to find me...
Nobody will ever pull me out.
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Poems
PoesíaEmotional and expressive poems that I wrote. Some of them are heartbreaking, some of them are happy, some are just powerful.
