Poems

Something I Call Love

I want something since forever.

Something very important to me, but actually really hard to see.

Guess what is that? How about I tell you about it and you try to find the answer?

This something that I want to find can be essential for me, but it can also be lethal.

Something that can break you. It can rip your skin and it can crush your bones. It will play with your heart and it will make you lose your minds.

Something you may want to feel, but maybe something you'll wish you never knew about later.

Something that is hard to find. You'll search for a long time, or maybe you will wait.

It's like an important thing you lost in a big forest. You search for it blindly in every direction you see.

Let me tell you how I think it feels. 

I think that once you have it, you will feel complete and at ease.

You will want to fight for it with all your might. 

And if you lose it, you will feel empty. It will feel like time has stopped and is frozen.

You will feel like a flower in autumn. Hopeless and cold. Like no one cares for you and no one can help you. 

But in the end you will heal yourself. Just like a flower, maybe it will be slowly and carefully, but you'll do it.

And you might not be the same, but it was worth it. 

Or maybe it wasn't...?

Do you know what I'm talking about now?

It's something I call love.