The Probability Of Not Loving You

Chapter 5: Before

The only reason God gave me hands was to hold you And he finely tuned the drums of my ears just to hear your voice
Say I will always love you
And when the wind gets cold I'll build a fire to warm your hands
I'll wrap my arms around you
- Only Reason, JP Cooper

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Before - 16 years old, High school

Her breath escaped her mouth heavily. His eyes bore into hers as she struggled to breathe. His lips lingered over her mouth barely touching hers and sent a shiver all over her body.

She moaned looking at him. Most people didn't know who they loved and spend a  life time not knowing. The person she loved had always been beside her.

Alex.

Her Alex.

His fingers pushed further and further stroking her gently. She moved her head up trying to kiss him but she couldn't reach him.

"Kiss me," she pleaded, her lips trembling with need to feel more than his fingers inside of her.

Alex shook his head. "I like watching you." His fingers build up speed and pressure. She enjoyed it when he was a little rough. It was funny how in such a short time they had perfected the way they moved together.

Since she couldn't  kiss him she bit her lips, moving her hips to meet his movements. She cried with passion, trying to get to her climax.

"Ohh!" She closed her eyes succumbing to her passions.

Alex bust out laughing. She buried her head in the pillow listening to him laugh. She couldn't breath or defend herself. Ava didn't mind his laugh. Alex was her protector. Plus, there was so much joy  in it that she could have continued laying there and just listened.

"Is it funny, is it?" She asked once she had recovered.

Alex grabbed his clothes on the floor where he threw them last night before his mother or father walked in  to wake them. Luckily, they practically slept together since they were children if they were in the same country. They would fall asleep playing games or watching movies. Their parents or guardian at the time stopped concerning themselves about where they slept. They treated them like brother and sister. Something which now irked Alex. Ava wasn't his sister. Hell, he didn't want other people thinking they were related at all. If they knew what they were doing all hell would break loose. Both Alex and Ava did their best to not think about their parents and getting caught.

"I'm going to shower. I will see you at breakfast."

"Kiss?" She pouted and waited for his lips. Alex, wearing only his pants and holding his shirt in his hand, leaned forward and kissed her. Ava wrapped her arms around his neck deepening the kiss.

"We will be late for school," Alex said against her lips.

Ava let go of him reluctantly. Smiling, she took herself to the shower and got dressed. Lately, she felt excited for everything especially anything that she knew Alex would be near.

"Good morning!"  She sang in her school uniform a little later. Beau Evans and his wife smiled at her. Alex hardly looked up, eating his breakfast.