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Chapter 11

TW for this chapter: self harm

Audrey's pov:
School. The one thing on my mind right now. Why am I worrying about school? Because I start at a new school in about one week and three days. And I miss my friends more than ever right now. But its not like I can just teleport back to Australia.

And Enzo probably won't be exactly happy to know this but all I wanna do right now is pick up a blade and cut my worries away. Positive thinking am I right?

"Audrey we're going swimming now, do you wanna join us?" Luca asked me. "I'm okay I think I'll just read my book." I replied. He nodded and jumped into the pool splashing me with water. Thanks Luca, I love you.

"Bambina, don't you wanna go swimming with the boys?" Enzo asked taking a seat next to me on the lounge next to the pool. "I don't feel like disconnecting my pump today." I answered. "Oh, and is that the only thing stopping you?" He said with a concerned look. "Mhm." I murmured. Enzo nodded.

"So, what are we reading?" He questioned taking the book from my hands to read. The only problem was..I was in the middle of reading a smut scene. Oops? Enzo's face went from shocked to grossed out and back to shocked. And passed the book back. "One, you shouldn't be reading that and two I'm traumatised." He muttered.

Well it's clear now that I will be paying for Enzo's therapy. I feel bad for my bank account. Not like it had a lot of money in it from the start..but you know what I mean.

I put my book down and laid my head down on a striped pillow that was warm from the autumn afternoon sun. I was quite comfy in this position and decided that now would be a good time to take a quick nap.

"Addi! Dinner is ready." Luca said shaking my arm to wake me up. Had I really been asleep that long? Knowing me, I probably had been.

Most meals we didn't all eat together, usually because Dad and Aldo were working. But usually on a Saturday and Sunday we would have dinner as a family.

So here I was sitting on the floor pulling apart my taco with Luca, Gio and Alessandro. Vincenzo was apparently letting off some steam in the gym downstairs. Sibling bonding as Enzo would call it.

I always prefer to 'dissect' my taco before eating it. Why? Because I can.

#girlboss
i read taco as tattoo send help lol
im literally finding this so difficult to write slay
if sh triggers u just like dont read this next bit pls luvs.

"Bambina? Can I check your wrists to make sure they're healing well?" Enzo asked. "Sure." I murmured pulling up my sleeves.

"They seem to be healing fine, but how are you feeling?" He said with a serious tone. "I'm okay, just a bit tired." I replied. "Are you sure? You can talk to me bambina." Enzo said. "I don't know, I'm tired Enzo. I miss her." I sniffled. "Oh piccolo, come here." He sighed.
Bambina: baby
Piccolo: little one

I cried into Enzo's chest, my tears soaking his sweatshirt. I stayed in his arms for what felt like forever.

"You need to get to bed soon." He murmured. I nodded and allowed him to wipe my tear stained cheeks.

Enzo had gone to change his jumper and the boys had left to play video games a few minutes before my minor breakdown. So I was waiting in bed for Enzo to come back, one. I was lonely, two. it's not the best idea to leave me alone after something like that happens.

um a jumper is like a sweatshirt/jacket if u guys dont know what that is baahahha.
i was reading smut in the last period of school today and bro it was so hard to keep a straight face #slay.

"Can you stay with me tonight?" I asked Enzo as he tucked me in. "Of course bambina." He smiled and laid down next to me. I curled up next to him, but just as I was falling asleep I was interrupted by a herd of elephants. (Luca, Alessandro, Gio and Vincenzo.)
Bambina: baby

"Are you guys cuddling without me?" Luca screeched as he ran over. Vincenzo looked unimpressed meanwhile Alessandro shrugged and said something about not missing out on an opportunity for a hug.

There were elbows, knees and feet all over the place and I was sandwiched between Gio and Vincenzo who had both decided to join in on our group hug finally. But I was happy. I felt safe.

um bestues btw if any of u are going to sexualise any of the sibling relationships in this book you will be muted. bc i am aware of the point where it is incest, but there wont be any of that xox.

And boom they all died thanks for reading my book guys x
just kidding.

anyways the chapter is finally out, it took me ages to write this.

long chap or short?

Fav brother?

Anything I can change or improve on?

currently reading corrupt ;)
take care luvs.
xoxo