Evil Twin (Eren X Fem Black Reader)

Miami: Its Over. (For now) (NSFW)

Eren came back into the office room where he found you there, looking on your phone with a bad mood apparent. He leaned over shoulder and kissed the side of your face. He continued to look on your phone refusing to acknowledge him.

He raised a brow and took the phone out of your hand. He held it over you. "Bro, stop playing!" You said in an angry voice. Eren gave raised both of his brows. "Who are you calling 'bro'?" He said grabbing your arm and pulling you closer.

"Just give me my phone." You said. Eren shook his head. "Eren..." you said, putting your hands down. You avoided eye contact with him and dropped your head. You couldn't look him in the eyes or you'd start crying. Nobody wants to cry infront of their opps. Eren lifted your face and gave a concerned look. "Baby, what's wrong..." He said.

You shook your head. "I'm fine Eren damn." You said. He grabbed your hand, grabbed your food and you headed outside. As soon as you got outside and Eren put your food down and you both sat down.

"What did you see?" he asked. "If I didn't see were you ever gonna tell me that you still love Historia? If I didn't see, were you ever gonna tell me that Historia kissed you?" You said. Eren eyes widened. He didn't think you saw the kissing part at least.

"Did you even push her away when she kissed you? Or did you just stay there, like a fucking idiot?" You asked. Eren cleared his throat. "Historia was having second thoughts about coming out to everyone, the plan was only to comfort her, I didn't mean for it to lead up to-"

"Eren. When are you gonna get it through your thick ass skull that I CAME HERE FOR FUCKING YOU?! I DONT GIVE A SHIT ABOUT WHAT HISTORIA IS GOING THROUGH!" You yelled. "How can I explain to you in the calmest way possible with breaking out into fucking tears, that all of this, THIS WHOLE SITUATION WAS FOR YOU?! For you to close this door and disconnect from your past, not RECONNECT! I'm coming back to God forsaken city of Miami-Dade, Florida and getting knocks from the Grim Reaper of my past FOR YOU." You yelled, voice breaking.

You were so angry and embarrassed and confused. How could he not get it? Why couldn't he understand? "This is exactly what I was afraid of." You whispered as you put you put your head down and began to cry.

Eren put his hand out towards you. "Eren if you put your hands on me, On my mama's casket I swear Ima beat ya ass." You said, keeping your head. He sat back and just looked at you as he tried to find the right words to say.

You sighed. You knew it was too fast, everything happened so quick. He looked up at him and gave a weary frown. You couldn't even smile in frontal of him anymore. All this insecurity, mixed with all these colliding roads of forgiveness and self discovery was hurting you.

While he was making amends and saying farewell to his past self and past challenges, it would've been apparent that he had to admit something's to finally let go. Even if you weren't supposed to hear it, knowing that it was how it was tore you apart.

How can he admit and accept so many of his demons and come to terms with it? He's been blessed with the gift of the light after the storm. You've never seen better than a cloudy day.

How your own battles of insecurity offended him and made him feel incompetent of making you feel better, it tore him apart too. That he wasn't the hero that he wanted to be for you. He wasn't your hero.

All the illusions faded, and for the first time in a long time you felt your reality face you. It wasn't your depression or PTSD talking. It wasn't your fairytale or dreamland tinting your sight rose gold, it was your normal cloudy day.

Eren didn't seem so super human anymore as you saw the bags that crept under his eyes. His hair was a mess, his lips were slightly chapped.  But that him all the more beautiful, which made it even harder for you to do this.