(A/N: Let's just admire that gif... shall we)
Ashton:
You wrap your arms around his waist so tightly you were sure to squeeze the life out of him. You didn't care; you just wanted him to stay. It had been a rough few weeks leading up to this dreadful day, when Ashton and the rest of the guys were leaving for their tour. This was the first time you were experiencing this, so you really had no idea how hard it was to be.
"Babe." You shake your head against Ashton's chest and struggle to keep the tears in. Ashton is your rock, he's your savior and above all else he's your cuddle buddy. You can't sleep at night without him. "I gotta go." You nod your head, knowing it's time for his departure.
"I know." You whisper, pulling away from him and hanging your head down low. You didn't want him to see you cry.
"Y/N, look at me." You shake your head and refuse to pull your face from the ground. "Baby, please." Just by the sound of Ashton's voice you could hear the hurt. Finally you raise your head and look at your boyfriend of two months. It doesn't seem long but the two of you fell deep in love.
"I'm okay." You assure him, pulling your head up and sucking in a breath. Your tears begin to grow heavier in your eyes as you stare at each other.
"Baby-"
"I'm okay."
"I love you so much." He says to you, pulling your body back to him. He places multiple kisses upon the top of your head assuring you that everything would be okay. "Look at me." You pull your head up again, this time not giving a shit about the tears.
"I love you."
"I love you two baby." He says one last time before giving you a long goodbye kiss and walking through security, leaving you abandoned for the next couple of months.
Calum:
"I'm not gonna go home alone/ Whoa, where did the party go?" You both scream at the top of your lungs as you jump around Calum's bedroom. Fall Out Boy seemed like the perfect distraction to keep you overthinking the fact that your boyfriend was leaving on tour for the next several months. "I know I expect too much/ And not enough all at once. You know I only wanted fun and you got me all fucked up on love!" Calum picks you up around your waist and spins you around in the air before the two of you fall down on top of your shared bed. The two of you laugh as I roll over onto your side, laying one hand on his chest and interlocking your legs together. The room grew silent though the music still played.
"How much time do we have?" You ask, staring up into Calum's eyes. He struggles to get his phone out of his skinny jean's pocket, causing a giggle to escape your lips. He sighs and throws his phone down beside his hip.
"Like five minutes." A pout grows on your lips as you lay beside Calum. "Don't look so sad." He says, turning onto his side and hovering slightly over you. He places a hand on your cheek and caresses your soft skin. "Gimmie a kiss." You roll your eyes before pulling your head from the sheets and pressing your lips against his. The kiss was elongating and passionate. His tongue brushed against your bottom lip before one warm hand began to slide up underneath your shirt. A moan escapes your lips, but it was concealed by Calum's mouth against yours.
"Cal, we need to- OH!" Calum rolls off of your body and stands from the bed. Michael is standing off by the door, smirking to himself. "You've only got like two minutes to finish so if you can get off-"
"Out." You order, leaving Michael laughing and running down the hall towards the other two. "You should go." Calum nods his head as he picks up his duffle bag from the floor and slides it over his shoulder. "Goodbye Cal."
"Bye Y/N."
Luke:
"Please don't leave." You beg as tears drip onto your cheeks and roll down the length of your face. The tears had been there for the past three days, only today they really weren't fading.
"Honey, I have to go." You squeeze his hand in yours begging him not to leave you. The pain you felt when he was gone for a week was bad, but he was leaving for months. You didn't know how to survive it. "Please stop crying."
"Then don't leave."
"Y/N, I have to." You look up into Luke's eyes and see the tears forming in his bright blue eyes. It pains you seeing him feel hurt just because you can't handle your emotions. "Come with me." He pleads, the same plead he had been trying for the past week and a half. But you had school and it was near the end of term, so you had to focus if you wanted to get into the best uni.
"I can't." You sob, resting your head against his chest. After a few minutes of deep breathing together, the tears had slowed only slightly. You bite your lip before gazing up into Luke's eyes. "You have to go." You state, wanting to get it over with like ripping a Band-Aid off your skin.
Luke grabs your face in his hands and places a soft kiss against you lips. Once he pulls away he slides his backpack over his shoulders and grabs his suitcase. With one last sad look in his eyes, he leaves the room, not wanting you to see him cry.
"I love you so much." You mutter, although you know that he couldn't hear your soft words.
Michael:
"I have to tell you something." You begin as you lean up against the side of your car. You had just driven Michael to the airport to meet up with the other guys. Until now the idea of Michael leaving you for a couple months hadn't actual sunk in and you hadn't ever showed your weak side to him. He thought you were the strongest human in the world, a robot with no emptions. But he was way wrong.
"What is it? That you'll actually miss me?"
"I never once said I wouldn't!" You exclaim, slugging the boy in his arm as the two of you laugh.
"Okay, what do you want to tell me?" The smile fades from your flawless face as Michael stares down at you. Tears begin to form in your eyes as his eyes bore holes into you. "What is it?" You suck in a labored breath and shake the thought of crying away.
"I'm really going to miss you." You barely croak out before the tears escape.
"Oh babe-" Michael utters before pulling you into his arms and kissing the side of your head multiple times. "Please don't cry." He pleads, continuing to kiss your head. "Shhh, it's going to be okay."
"Will it? Do you think it really will? My sister tried the long distance relationship with her former boyfriend and it turned to shit. They barely lasted a month. I can't take losing you."
"Y/N, you can never lose me." Michael says, cupping your face in his hands and staring down into your eyes. "I mean you did that one time we played hide and seek with the guys-" A small laugh escapes your lips. "There's the laugh I wanted." You roll your eyes and wipe the tears away with the back of your hands. "Listen, you can't ever lose me. You know why?" You shrug your shoulders. "Because I'm an annoying ass boyfriend, who's way too clingy. I'll be calling you every five minutes with life questions." You laugh once again before Michael pulls you against him.
"Thanks Mikey."
"Anything for you, Y/N." He states before pecking your lips softly. "Just promise me you'll send me lots of nudes on the road."
