Ashton: Whole
You turn over in bed, patting the spot where Ashton should by laying. When you find that he's not there you open your eyes and gaze over at the spot. It's unmade and there's a note sitting on the pillow. You take the note in your hand and read the top. Y/N, my love.
You suck in a breath and slowly open the note, sitting immediately. Tears well in your eyes as you read.
Baby, there is no amount of words to tell you how much I love you. You are my everything. I'm so sorry that this wasn't working. I know you said we were fine, but I wasn't sold. We were always arguing and getting into fights. I'm so sorry if I ever treated you like you were worthless. You sob harder and place your hand over your mouth. You drop the note in your lap and bring your hands to your eyes, covering them from the world.
"No, no, no this can't be happening." You cry out, rocking back and forth on your bum. "Please no." You gasp, getting out of bed and hurrying around the apartment. All of his stuff was gone. His clothes were gone, his guitar was gone, the only thing that remained was his key. "No, no. I tried to save us. I tried." You cry out, falling limply to the floor. "This didn't have to happen. I tried."
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~I know you said we're fine but I'm not sold.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~You try to take two halves to make them whole.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Calum: Appreciated
"Can I talk to you for a sec?" Calum asks, coming into the kitchen as you finish up the dishes. Ashton, Luke, and Michael had come over along with their family and some people they worked with. It was a big barbeque. You peek over at him as he fumbles with his bottom lip.
"Sure, what's up?" You ask.
"I just need to tell you something." You nod your head and turn the water off, drying your hands on the towel. You and Calum hadn't really had a proper time to talk with each other ever since the tour ended two days ago. He was tired and you were busy planning this party.
"Go ahead." You say, hiding back a yawn.
"I want you to know how much I appreciate you in my life."
"Awe, Cal-"
"Wait, just let me finish." Calum interrupts, leaving a smile on your lips. "I don't understand how you do what you do everyday. You go to work, you help me and take are me because God knows I'm a handful, you planned this whole fucking party on your own, and on top of that you're taking care of your baby niece." You shrug your shoulders, acting as if it was no big deal. "I have no idea how you do it, but thank you."
"You don't need to thank me Calum."
"I do, I really do." He wraps his arms around you and you feel like some of the stress in your life just disperses. "Thank you for all you do."
~~~~~~~~~~~~~Cause it's you, who, takes care of everyone else.~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~You, need to allow me to help, you.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Ohh, appreciated.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Cause it's you who somehow is always the first, to take care of me at my worst
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~You are appreciated.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Luke (His POV): Hotel Ceiling
I'm so lost without her. I need her in my arms. I can't live without her.
I lay in the hotel bed, staring up at the ceiling, tears welling in my eyes. I couldn't get the image of walking in on Y/N with some guy. I thought she loved me. I thought she cared, but apparently she didn't give a shit. All the alcohol I've had to drink hasn't done shit in aiding to forget her beautiful face. As much as I wish to forget, the memories don't fade.
"Come on Luke, you have to leave this room." Ashton ushers, stepping to the foot of the bed. I shake my head and continue to stare up at the ceiling. "You gotta forget about her."
"I can't." I simply answer, wondering if my words were even audible. Ashton steps around to the side of the bed, still staring down at me. I feel the tears begin to well in my eyes. I've tried so hard to contain them sober, but now they were getting out.
"I cannot believe that bitch." Ashton utters, collapsing down on the bed beside me. The tears cascade from my eyes and drip onto my cheeks.
There was nothing I could do, nothing but drink and cry. My bottom lip begins to tremble and I finally let out a small whimper. Ashton stays by my side, having nothing to say. I pull the photo of the two of us out of my pocket and uncrumple it. Her smiling face stares back at me.
"How does it feel to leave me this way?" I scream at the photograph as I sit up and begin the ripping the shit out of the photo. I rip it to shreds, throwing the picture to the floor and gripping at my hair.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~How does it feel to leave me this way?~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~When all that you have's been lost in a day?~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Everyone knows, but not what to say.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~I've been wonderin' now.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Michael: Wait On Me
"We shouldn't be doing this." Michael growls in your ear as his hands furiously grip at the hem of your loose shirt. You pull your lips from his neck, staring him deep in the eyes.
"A little trouble never hurt nobody." You whisper seductively in his ear as you straddle his waist on your bed. Michael stares up into your lust filled eyes as you lean down, lips making contact with his. His hands slip underneath your shirt as your tongues dance for dominance. "I know how to rock your world." You mumble against the kiss before pulling away and tugging your shirt over your head. Michael gasps before pushing you down on the bed and climbing on top of you.
You make out for a while, his hands travelling up and down your body hungrily as his lips trail down to your neck. Your legs wrap around his waist as his hips collide with yours. Moans leave your mouth as he continues to do what he does best. You flip him onto his back and climb on top of him, your legs straddling his waist. You lean down kissing his jawline sweetly and nipping at his neck.
"H-Holy shit." He moans out.
"I'll give you what you want." You whisper in his ear as your hand begins trailing down his bare chest. When your hand meets his belt buckle you hear Michael intake a breath. "I wanna feel your body."
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Wait on me~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Come a little closer~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Wanna be the one to explore.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~A little trouble never hurt nobody~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Oh I wanna feel your body~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Wait on me, I know how to love you~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~And I wanna love you some more.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
