Always, Our Secret Dream 3

𝒞𝒽𝒶𝓅𝓉ℯ𝓇 𝒯𝒽𝒾𝓇𝓉ℯℯ𝓃

After an hour of hiding out with Sky in her recording studio and switching my phone over to silent, I have managed to gain control of my temper.

'So, are you going to make him grovel?' She asks clicking a few buttons on her turntables before the beat and whistle of her latest work in progress fills the air around us.

'What do you think? He's a possessive stubborn ass who not only pushed my boundaries but he bulldozed straight over them. Ignoring how I was feeling.' Okay, maybe I was still mad but you have to understand why. I asked him to help me not make an already uneasy situation a thousand times worse. He promised to protect and support me and I didn't feel either of those things when he clicked the post button before talking to me. All he had to say is 'It looks perfect, princess' and my heart would have settled. I would have relaxed and hit the post button myself but he didn't.

'That's my girl. As you know I'm a huge fan of bratty behaviour just ask my husband. But, seeing the man you love grovel for forgiveness after fucking something up is just...something else. They might enjoy watching us beg and plead with them whilst on our knees but it's a two way mirror. We just bide our time on when we use it.'

I love Sky she is quite literally the most inspirational, confident and strong woman I have ever met. She's a kick ass boss bitch when it comes to business but she's also a bad bitch when it comes to her relationships too. She might let Bryan take the lead with his dominate energy but she is always in the drivers seat even if she is handing him control. I want that. I want to be as strong on my own as I am with Chris that's why snapped at him earlier. He needs to consider me, consider my feelings and well being before acting. Seems my husband needs a few lessons from his sister in law or maybe he can speak with his brother. Either way somethings gonna give.

'It just hurt so much, you know? He didn't even consider my feelings or wellbeing.' I whimper, fresh tears rolling down my face as I hug my knees closer to my chest all my anger depleted and replaced with a gut-wrenching sadness. Sky watches me intensely with a sad warming smile as she rollers over to me on her chair, wrapping herself around me.

'I know Bells, he'll understand soon enough. You and him are still new and your learning how to steer being married. Speak to him when your ready explain why your cross. You never know he might already know he fucked up and be out trying to make amends before coming to find you.'

'I doubt it.' I grumble.

'Have you checked your phone since putting it on silent?' I shake my head. 'Maybe you should. I bet a grand he's spammed your phone. I'm going to go grab you some wine and myself a glass of grape juice. Be back in five'

Smiling she stands and walks out the door closing it behind her. With a loud sigh I pick up my phone from the side table. The black screen lights up and shows my list of notifications.

5 milled calls from Topher 😍💕😈

14 missed messages from Topher 😍💕😈

360 notification alerts from 🌹🥀 - fuck looks like my article has hit the spot light on my page.