Always, Our Secret Dream 3

𝒞𝒽𝒶𝓅𝓉ℯ𝓇 ℱ𝒾𝒻𝓉𝓎

"What the hell happened?" I grumble quietly as I use my body to settle Sky. My poor brave kitten is trembling beneath my hold as her body convulses. She's gone from a wild lioness to a passive, trembling pussy cat.

I'm murderous.

I want to have whoever's head on a spike for breaking my baby. Noone should have the power to destroy another. Especially not someone as kind and selfless as Sky.

Reflrcting on recent events though I can see all the warning signs, I should have been able to catch and stop this from happening. Her limits have been torn to shreds and I've failed her. Broken a promise I swore I'd never break - to protect her. A promise I'd included with the vows I'd made to her not even nine months ago. I know she wouldnt want me to turn to violence but I swear I will beat the shit out of whoever caused all of this.

Friend? Family? I don't care, this is unacceptable and justice will be fucking served.

"Bryce called," Sky mumbles, frowning as she puts the pieces together. Knowing she can't say the wrong thing in a situation like this. My need to control and protect is like a live wire whenever she's involved. I watch as my temper rises, her bodies shutting down, falling closer to the edge of unconsciousness.

My body tenses as I keep her close, looking away from her and towards Quinn. At least she got her talking when I couldn't. I try not to let the pain inside my chest rise again. Not being the one she immediately turned to when she started to shut down had hurt like a motherfucker. If i was a weaker man I probably would have taken offence. I know it wasn't intentional but damn did it slice my chest in two. "He told her that her parents wanted to make amends. To apologise," Quinn spat, like the words coming outofher mouth tastes like vomit.

Cant blame her I cant think about Sky's parents without my blood boiling. After the way they spoke to her on our last visit they could burn in hell for all I care. That's not even to think about the tell they put her through her whole life.

He's supposed to be one of her best friends! Why in gods name would he do this to her? He and everyone who is close to Sky knows what shit they put her through when she was younger. No amount of apologies, money or begging could ever be enough to expect forgiveness.

I get that her dad has Cancer and often when people know they are about to meet their maker they will try to fix loose ends but surely he can't have any hope that he can 'Betray into Forgiveness?'

I hate this.

My insides feel like I need to scream or shout my frustrations to the world. Releasing a animalistic roar into the skies, the echos rumbling around the world. only stopping when every inch of the world has heard my warning. Maybe it would sound like thunder...either way the warning would be enough to tell her parents that they will never get forgiveness for what have done. Not from me. Not from Sky and not from their maker.

When my girl wiggles closer to my chest, I purr deeply. Pushing my body's vibrations into hers, trying to soothe and comfort her. Something I tend to only do in this method when she slips into sub-space. I'm not a hundred per cent sure why it helps or why it works so well to settle her down but I'd do and give this woman anything.

Hell, I'd burn down every inch of cruelty in this world if it meant she would never feel pain and sorrow.

Her hold tightens around my torso as she snuggles closer, removing all spaces between our bodies. Her small frame and large baby bump pressed into every nook of my firm body. Legs wrapped over mine, arms around my stomach and torso. Her gorgeous face pressed into my neck. Whimpering cries of pain as she tries to stop herself from falling into the darkness that has always been chasing her.

Pleading and begging for the world around us to be on her side, even if it's only this once. Just as she stops fighting and slowly starts falling into sleep she mumbles three words, prolonging each one with a soul destroyingcry. The control I'd had evaporates instantly.

"Hurts, Daddy. Sorry"

Fucking hell she's lost herself into subspace. Her voice a shell of itself.

Oh, my sweet, sweet baby.

Submission has always been something I have loved and craved from this woman but seeing her submit and fall into this leve, hurts. Knowing that she's been driven to no other options but to give everything up isn't my idea of our 'Daddy-Dom' and 'Little Girl Submission' roleplay. I might not like the why or the how we have ended up here but I will give her what she needs.

I'll need to keep an extra close eye on her over the next few days. I'm not sure if this is going to last hours or even days but I promise in a silent whisper to her that I will help her through this. We all will - Quinn and our unborn babies will keep her strong. We can and we will weather this storm.

Daddy is here for as long as she needs me to be.

Forever and Always.

A/N

It's a smallish chapter I know but hey a little something is better than nothing at all :-)

I hope you all have had a fabulous start to the week. I never post on a Monday but I couldn't wait to update.

Question - If you were given £|€|$ 1,000,000 without tax what would you spend it on? Would you give anyway? Would you start a company?

The next few, passibly five chapters are going to be intense but I will promise that we will get back to our happy place soon.

Love Char