I Did Not Abandon You "MaxNat"

Episode 12

Nat narrates:

When I planned to go to Max's room, he was freaking out, I think he even looked very pale. But hearing that I could get into his bed, without a second thought, I ran to his side and snuggled into his strong, beautiful arms.

- Thanks for letting me sleep here...

- Shh. He shuts me up and hugs me tightly.

- Hey, don't shut me up, I just...

- Nat, please don't talk, I beg you. - I got angry and started talking fast.

- You shouldn't shut me up, I just wanted to thank you and you...

He shuts me up again, but now he does it with his lips, it was such a fierce kiss, that she barely managed to reciprocate. I needed oxygen in my lungs, however I ignore it, not wanting it to stop, so I forced myself to breathe through my nose.

I froze when I felt his cheek brushing against my skin, it seemed like he wanted to kiss me in many places, but he couldn't. My whole body started to tense with arousal, it's like he was in control of whatever we were doing.

- Nat... - He whispers in a moan.

- Max... Kiss me.

Request to which he did not wait, since he returned to my lips and in a desperate moment, he begins to eat me mercilessly. I was so excited just thinking about making love to him, that when he reached my neck to leave slight marks, I asked him for more than that.

I needed so much more, I wanted to feel like his all night, and from the way he kissed me, I knew he did too. His hands imprisoned small parts of my skin, shaking every inch of my being, it was as if my body sent itself.

- Max, make love to me...

I grab his hair tightly when he comes over to kiss my chest over my pajamas, which drives me crazy. His hands begin to raise my shirt, I felt that neither was going to stop, until he gets up scared and runs to the bathroom.

- Go to sleep!... Mmm I... I'll be back later...

After those words, I heard clearly when he put the lock on, and that brought a lot of doubt and insecurity to me. Max doesn't love me? Is he just confused? Doesn't he want to do it with me? I believed that he loved me and that he had worked hard to get me back because of it!

With all those ideas, I fell asleep, until the next morning, I woke up in his arms and I realize that he did hold me. So I made a plan, going back to Max's room every night, hoping that at some point we'd get over kissing, but to no avail.

- Don't go Max.

- It's just that I think dinner hurt me.

- But I...

- Don't worry, you can sleep, I'll be back later...

Max always had an excuse to run to the bathroom and leave me completely alone in his bed, until I lost sleep. I was very upset, until I remembered that I'm just a kid to him and possibly, he's afraid that they might separate us if he does it.

One night, I resisted my sleep, I sat on the pillows waiting for him to come out of the bathroom and it took over an hour. Although what surprised me was the jar of ointment that he had in his hands and when he saw me awake, he immediately hid it.

Narrates Max:

I don't know what's happening to me, I don't understand; I'm desperate to make love to Nat, but at the same time, I'm so scared. If anyone finds out, they'll separate us; and that I couldn't bear, anything short of being taken away from me again.

When he came up with the idea of ​​sleeping with me, it was like a hot iron being run through my baser instincts. For that reason I would run to the bathroom, fleeing from my desire to forcefully subdue him; but when he left, he remembered that he should apply the ointment to fade the scars and one night, he saw me.

- What's that? And why do you hide it?

- Don't worry, it's nothing.

- Is it lube? - Curious question.

- NAT! Of course not, this is... It's... - I think of a lie.

- If you dare to lie to me, I will leave when I turn 18.

- ... It's an ointment to fade scars.

I saw him lift his shirt very surprised, which made me feel a bit uncomfortable, was he upset that I didn't tell him? I went over to the bed to explain; but he kneels down and starts kissing me with desire, which I can't refuse, because I need more.

- Thank you for erasing my pain.

- Nathan, I...

ring ring ring

I was sure he would tell Nat that I love him with all my heart, but in a way, I'm still too scared to say it. That call was from my assistant, to inform me that he had canceled all my appointments for the weekend so I could go enjoy myself with my son.

I'm damn happy, I found my beautiful Nat, he brought him with me to make him happy again and I did. He is with me now, I love him with all my being and I am sure that very soon I will be able to say it; But I need to prove it to you first.

- I'll take you to the beach for the weekend.

- Did you go crazy? And your work?

- The office will be fine for a couple of days without me.

- To the beach? Will you take me there?

- Yeah, that date went on hiatus six years ago, don't you remember? - I said as I climbed on it.

- Was he on pause? I do not remember! She hesitates as he lies down.

- Nat, I want to give you a gift, go have fun with you and spend a special moment by your side.

- A special moment with me? Is it what I think? Him- He mentions with an evil smile.

- Say yes and find out... Do you want to go to the beach with me?

- Of course I want!... Take me to the end of the world too.

I'm dying to kiss him on the mouth, eat him whole, feel him mine, I want this trip so much that I won't waste it. I'm going to show Nat how much I love him, my desperation to get him back and my desire to never lose him again; but not tonight.

I only placed a soft kiss on his forehead and after applying the ointment, we hugged each other to sleep...