I Did Not Abandon You "MaxNat"

Episode 20

Nat narrates:

I'm so in love now, I realize that I didn't make a mistake laying my eyes on Max, so I confessed to him what I thought during my pain. I'm glad he didn't take it the wrong way, but I never imagined he would have things to confess to me too.

- For some reason, I'm afraid to hear your confession.

-Well, I don't know if he's bad or good, I just know that I have to tell you, even if he looks like a pedophile.

- It's okay! I hear you!

- Look at this...

He leans in front of his luggage, I sit on the bed to wait for whatever he had in mind to give me; but I never imagined that it would be my diary that I would get. It had several burned pages and the ones she tore up, Max tried to tape them back together.

- My diary! - I said with some tears in my eyes.

- I tried to order it according to the date.

- There are no middle pages.

- They were the ones that got burned... Forgive me! I couldn't get them back.

- Is this your confession?

- No... I'll give you something else. He-he pulled out a brand new diary. - That day, I bought you this, that's why I came home late; and of course, also for going to court.

- It's not your fault what happened. Even if you had come back early, she would have always found a way to separate us...-She approaches my lips and leaves me waiting for the kiss, because she only took my diary from me. - Give it back to me...

- It is not mine. Besides, I already read it many times.

- And with whose permission?

- Listen to this page! It's the one I liked the most!

- MAX NO!

- "This day, Max took me to many places. I love being outside alone with him; we went to the amusement park and he got on several rides with me; we also had lunch at a restaurant and then went to a small arcade in the Mall. But, what really fascinated me, was Max's clothes, he looked so beautiful, relaxed and sexy, that I wanted to tell him to go to a hotel all night "...

- I told you not to read it...

- When you turned 16, I read it for the first time, a couple of months later, I masturbated thinking about you... - I was frozen with that confession. - But, I had not seen your face in five years; and I did it thinking of a little boy of 11, whom I also wanted to feel mine.

-Max...

- Please do not get mad...

I closed his mouth with a kiss, because I don't care about his excuses, not even if he thinks what he did was wrong. I just want to show him how much I love him, plus hearing that made me feel really excited and damn happy.

- Doesn't it bother you what I did?

- Why? It's not bad for me, really...

- Nathan! You were a child!

- And? I remind you that that boy loved you madly, and now he is all yours!

This time, it was he who gave himself to my lips, we slowly went to bed, until he was completely on top of me. I hug his body, knowing that this is his response to what he already knows; Which means my love is unconditional for Max.

Narrates Max:

I'm so happy that my boy didn't get mad at me, I was so scared that he would think I'm a degenerate. I love him more than my life, I just want to be this in love forever; and after many kisses, my stomach asked me for food.

- I'm hungry too.

- So let's eat.

Again we spent the whole day in the room, eating, hugging, kissing, playing and loving each other like crazy. I am immensely happy with Nat, so much so that I don't even realize that it is already Monday night and there is a knock on the door to tell us that my dad is waiting at the restaurant.

- How could you forget that your father would come?

- It's your fault...

- Mine? And what did I do?

- You're amazingly sexual... It's like you tied me to the bed. He wraps his arms around my neck. - I already want to take you to bed again.

- Do not! Your father is downstairs.

He convinces me to go downstairs with those words, so we arrive at the hotel restaurant, where my dad is waiting for us. Immediately, we went to the table and he welcomed us with open arms, after ordering, we all had dinner very comfortably.

- How are you Nathan?

- Well sir, thank you very much.

- Sir?... Max said that you were very nervous.

-It is that his son did not tell me that you would come.

- Your son? - Then I smiled. - What's the joke?

- Dad... It's just that Nat doesn't know.

- Oh, well, I'll explain; Max told me that when she found you, he would make you her husband.

- Dad! - I felt embarrassed.

- Your husband? You said that?

- You are still very young; but if you accept me... I do want to marry you.

Nat didn't answer me, just looked at us both with a surprised look, which made me a little uncomfortable. What surprised me the most is that he didn't say anything, it seemed that he was curious about something, but that it was difficult for him to ask his question and my father tried to calm him down.

- Are you okay? You can ask us whatever you want!

- My child, do not hesitate, we will answer you with the truth.

- Why did you marry my mother?

-For you, my dad always knew and he decided to support my decision.

- For me? Did you always love me?

- I told you Nat, it was always you; no one but you.

- Now, I came for a specific reason.

My dad took out some papers, extended his hand and handed them to me; I tried to review them as calmly as possible. More than anything, because my son will be 18 in a couple of weeks and I want his gift to be the most special of all, I signed the documents and my dad said goodbye.

- What was that?

- Work documents; my dad will take over one of my cases.

-Yes Max...- He says changing the subject.

- Yes what?... - It took me a moment to understand. - MY BOY WILL MARRY ME! - I screamed in the restaurant.

-Max! - He says my name before smiling.

Now, all that remains is to give him his gift; but, I have to make a difficult decision for that...