I Did Not Abandon You "MaxNat"

Episode 17

Nat narrates:

It was fucking incredible and amazing everything that Max did to me yesterday, because yes, it's already Sunday and we're still in bed. He hurt me a lot the first time, but I must admit I thoroughly enjoyed it, and in the evening, Max ordered a dinner as delicious as his kisses.

We were so exhausted after last night's jealousy drama, and it was definitely what we needed. I think having talked to Max helped both of us; it took away my anger against my Max and made him take away his fear of touching me and making me his.

I quietly go to the bathroom because he was peeing on me, and when I get up, I realize that my back hurts all the way down to my thighs. But, I still managed to get there, when I got back to bed, I see him sitting there staring at me, which was really funny and I had to laugh a little.

- I didn't give you permission to get out of bed.

- I don't have to ask your permission...

- Do you send alone?

- Better take responsibility; Because of you I couldn't do...

- Couldn't do what? - He looks at me confused and I turn my eyes towards the bathroom. - Than?! Did I hurt you?! I'll take you to the infirmary! He runs up to me.

- No... I... - Without being able to help it, I started to laugh out loud.

- Are you playing with that? -He tells me furious.

- Not really; because he did hurt me to get up and walk to the bathroom.

- I will punish you, because you don't play with that...

He silences me with hot, wet kisses, now that we've made love, it seems like he can turn me on with anything. He leans down a bit to lick and suck on my right nipple, I sob his name as I grab his hair tightly and he bites down gently.

- I should misbehave more often...

- What does that mean? Are you going with your little friend from the other night?

-First of all, his name is Max and secondly, it's not a bad idea... I'll go ask him if he wants to have crazy sex with me.

- Come here Nathan!

- AHAHAHA

He threw me on the bed, this crazy man threw me on the bed like I was a stuffed animal, and he loved it. I admit I bit my lip expecting much more than that; and the good thing is that he understands my messages, because he came over me to kiss me like a madman.

- YOU ARE MINE NAT!

- Don't yell at me, I'm not deaf.

- Do I remind you what we did yesterday? Only I can touch you!

- Which indicates that I can go out with him without you getting mad.

- NO!... Look at you, talk to you, woo you, love you, desire you, taste you, kiss you and make love to you, only I can do it!... What's more, no one has the right to even think about you.

I was a bit amused by what he told me; Although I accept that I loved that he said it that way, that I belong only to him. Indeed, I am his, and the most important thing is that he does not need to remind me, because he could only give me his love and his caresses.

I grabbed him by the neck to make him kiss me, but it seems that his plans were different; because he ripped off my underwear. He started to go down leaving kisses on my torso and just when we were hotter than a volcano about to erupt, his cell phone began to vibrate.

Narrates Max:

I will not allow anyone to have Nat, he is mine; and whoever dares to look at it, I am capable of gouging out his eyes. Our excitement was building fast, I wanted to ignore my cell phone, but seeing my father's name calling, I couldn't put it aside.

- Hello Dad! How are you? - I put the call on speaker.

- Max, son, I'm fine and you? Are you busy?

- No dad, I'm available, tell me, what do you need?

- They told me you wanted to talk to me. But what are you at the beach.

- Do you want to come and talk here? I would love to tell you something!

- Gladly, send me the address and I'll get there... Only it would be until tomorrow, this day I already have something to do.

- Of course dad, I'll wait for you here; and by message I will send you the information.

I hung up the call, quickly sent my father the address of the hotel where we were staying, and called the front desk to extend our stay. Then I remembered that my boy was with me and I don't know if I made him feel uncomfortable by saying that I'm not busy, when we really are together.

- Forgive me, I didn't mean it that way.

- What are you talking about?

-To say that I'm not busy... I didn't mean to, I...-she grabs my face tightly and silences me with a kiss.

- Do you think that makes me angry?

- I don't want you to feel displaced; you are very important to me.

- You don't even know what I'm thinking...

- Tell me, to know that you still love me as always.

- Max, you have no idea how lucky you are.

Then my boy starts crying, telling me that he would give his whole life in exchange for a call from his father; that with a simple “hello”, he would be the happiest person in the world, and I put my situation in perspective with his, because I always compared the loss of my mother with that of his father.

However, it is not the same, my mother and father, all they ever had for me was love, affection and advice. Instead, he had an unfair life, with a mother who murdered her father for his damn ambition and led him to live six years of pure pain.

- Nat, I don't want to be insensitive, but where is your father buried?

-No, he wasn't buried... My mother said she couldn't bear to see him in a box, so she had his body cremated.

- Why aren't the ashes with you now?

- Because in the town where we lived, there is a small lake, my father liked to visit it a lot; so my mother got in a boat and spread her ashes there. Why do you ask me that?

- I was just curious... One last question: didn't you get on the boat?

-No, it was just her, she said to prepare my luggage, because when she came back we would leave.

- Was she the only one in the boat? Didn't your father have any friends?

- What are you talking about? The entire village suffered the loss of him! They even made a small mural outside our house to remember him, they even put candles around it.

This is very strange, something here does not add up; and I think I should talk to Jimmy again to find out what's going on...