Toxic and Mine

A Boy Is Gun

8/29
You so motherfuckin dangerous you got me by neck, that's why these other niggas lame to us cause all these other niggas lame as fuck

Eating dinner with them was way worse than I could imagine. No one was saying anything. It was a dead silent and very awkward. I was luckily sitting across from Silva but that didn't stop me from seeing the daggers he was shooting at me.

I tap her Manon and sign to her that I wanted to kill myself.

"Now you know damn well." She whispers. I forget she doesn't know sign language but I'm so use to doing it with Sasha I forget. Sasha has a deaf sister and although it took two years I took the initiative to learn it as well.

"Silva." Renzo calls out and they both started speaking in Italian. I don't know what exactly they were talking about but Lydia and her other brothers joined in.

"Ain't this some bullshit?" I ask Manon.

"Yea they probably talking about your ass honestly."

"I feel so dumb coming to Italy not knowing how to speak Italian."

We both got quiet as all of there voices began to raise. I don't know what exactly they were talking about but they were talking fast and whatever they were saying was clearly bothering Silva.

"What the fuck." Manon mouths to me before turning to look at the mess in front of us. Their dad was just sitting down eating his food calmly as if this drama was normal to him. Suddenly Silva screams slamming his hand on the glass cup next to him. I gasp placing my hand over my mouth as I watch blood drop for his hand.

"You mother fuckers want to disrespect like you don't know who I am?! Fuck you Ace I will fucking kill you..." He stops talking when he catches me staring. He inhales deeply before speaking again.  " You know... I've put up with a lot of disrespect these past few days." I watch in horror as I watch him pull a gun from his waste. "You bitches think I'm a pussy! I've shot multiple of you before don't act new!" He screamed his accent going thick causing his words to slur. The person I assume was Ace was unfazed and even rolled his eyes. He simply didn't care he had a gun pointed to him.

"And you!" He screams turning to his eyes to me causing me to become startled. "You think you can fucking play me, I told you not to ghost me!"

"Aye bruh you need to chill." The man I remember holding hands sats standing up. I believe his name is Hassan. "Get that fucking gun away from her." He tells him sternly.

"Why?! You want to fuck her too! She's such a a whore she'll let you hit it easily!"

"Damn!" Renzo said before laughing.
"Me personally Nastasia, I wouldn't let him talk to me like that, but that's just me though." He says shrugging.

"Stop instigating Reno this isn't funny!" Lydia shouts. I probably would have laughed too if I wasn't the one in danger. I couldn't even speak from fear. Although I kept of blank face I was still scared that in a second my life could be over.

I felt Manon tug on my hand but I didn't look down.

"Silva put that shit away before you make us fight. Hassan threatens him and he stares blankly into my eyes for a few more seconds before storming off. I watched him as he slams the doors to one of the many offices they had.

As soon as the door closes, it's like I immediately get control of my body and I storm out my chair and into my room.

" Nastasia!" Lydia yells but I ignored her. I get all of my suitcases and began to throw all my shit in them unfolded.

"Nastasia the fuck are you doing you can't leave!!" She screams at me.

"Uh yes I can and I am. Did you not see your crazy ass brother point a gun at me! Hell nah I'm gone!" I go into the bathroom to get my things from the counter with her still following behind me.