Toxic and Mine

Love Me

A/n: It's a triple update lol, this won't happen often.
9/23
I found myself in red areas the next couple of days. Meaning I was out doing what I've been doing before I came to Italy. There's this hookah lounge I love that's close to my apartment. Ive went there a couple times with Megan and Sharon and sometimes alone, and of course I had guys come up to me. And I would talk to them, curious about what sex would be like with them.

As curious as I am, the feeling of Silva watching me or having his bitches watch me takes all the wetness I could have away. So it's just talking, a little flirting which is depressing because I couldn't have the fun I really wanted down here.

"You sure you don't want to eat somewhere with me?" The light skin dude I met at the bar asked. He had light curly brown hair and a bright white smile that complimented his dimples. He was a pretty boy, definitely a player. I could tell he has caused emotional damage to girls. That shit didn't bother me because I wasn't interested in a relationship anyways.

"No I can't." I smile. He gives me a pout before cheesing again.

"Maybe one day but not now."

"Yea maybe." I agree

"You got a man or something?"

"Or something, anyways I have to go. Hopefully I'm able to find you again." I tell him before grabbing my things and leaving. I started getting uncomfortable, I just knew someone was watching me. I look around once more not finding anyone to be suspicious before walking out. I couldn't even talk to a man for long before getting paranoid.

As soon as I get into my apartment I hear Buddy barking. He runs to me excitedly still barking while trying to get me to pick him up.

"Hi there baby." I coo bending down to rub his fur. He was my little baby that I've had for 3 years.

I turn on my kitchen light before going into my bedroom. I stop dead in my tracks though seeing something on my bed. It was a rectangular gift box with Flowers. I don't know how the hell it got in here and I also don't know why I wasn't notified by my ring camera.

"You know anything about this?" I ask my dog. He tilt his head in confusion before jumping on my bed to sniff the box. I pick up the flowers to get flooded with a sweet vanilla like smell. They were all white roses but I couldn't figure out the exact name of them.

I place them down gently reluctantly grabbing the box. I shake it not hearing anything inside, so it's definitely not any body parts hopefully. Slowly opening it, I pause trying to register what it is.

It was soft pink fabric, I take it out unfolding it.

"Oh wow." I say in awe. It was soft and satin with a beautiful black lace design on the ends of the night gown and down the v shape part. There were also a matching robe with it. I couldn't read what brand it was because it was in Italian but I know for sure it was from Silva.

I wish I could say this didnt matter but I was in love with it. Money is something I never spent unwisely, I would want expensive things but I never took the initiative to buy it.

I decided to take a quick shower before trying them on. And I could cry loving how it felt on my skin. This is probably one of the most expensive thing I have now but it's alarming how he knew I would like this.

"Hey Siri, call Sharon." I say wanting to show her. As soon as she answers I put her on FaceTime.

"Oooh did you just buy it?" She ask me. I flip my hair in the camera before turning to look at my ass.

"No Silva got it for me." I kept looking at myself in the camera. " Look this up." I take a picture of the brand.

"Girl, these robes start at $800!"