Toxic and Mine

Stasi, You Arent Urself Today

Gisselle is insane, and I'm starting to think that everyone here is. I don't know if it's because of Trullijo, but I've been pissed off ever since we got out of the car. This girl is over here collecting people's fingers and shit for fun. I learned some fucked-up shit today.

So on this floor, it's for the people who take betting to an extreme level, if you will. They'll bet on their body parts and sex, and even on someone becoming their sex slave. It's absolutely sick, and there are people called guardsmen who stand around waiting for anyone to attempt to flake out of their deal.

One of those dudes Gisselle played against wanted to fuck her, and she wanted two of his fingers. Poor little cocky man ain't seeing it coming. I had to get out there; I can tell I was having a flare-up. It's when my mind gets out of control with thoughts that aren't true, but I've been learning to control them. Silva wanted me to stop taking my medication, and he's out of his damn mind! Just because he's crazy doesn't mean I have to act that way.

I walk with a steady pace down to the elevators, looking over my shoulders for any of the Romanos. I didn't want anyone questioning why I was leaving.

"Can you take me home? Well, back to the manor,  please."I asked one of the drivers who was sitting in the lobby on his phone. He looks at me before looking around in confusion.

"Is Mr. Romano coming with you?" He asks me, and I shake my head. And so he goes to his contacts.

"What are you doing?" I ask him.

"Just making sure you have permission to leave, ma'am." He said that while simultaneously scrolling through his phone. And I take the time to take a deep breath, feeling anger rising.

"And why would I need permission to go back to the damn manor? It's not like I'm asking you to take me to the airport." I struggled to not raise my voice at this man. But he ignores me.

"Love?" I quickly turn to see Silva walking towards me with his jacket in his hand. His eyes held annoyance, but it was evident he was trying to hide it. But what shocked me the most was that my heart raced seeing him. I can't believe it, but I missed him. He was quick to leave me alone, with Giselle being so distant.

"Hey." I couldn't come up with a sentence, but he looked perfect. The anger I held inside for him made me look past how beautiful he was. From the way he walked, spoke, and stood For the most part, he's calm, but he can be a very dangerous and emotional man.

"Do we have a problem here?" He asks, but his focus never leaves me. It was as if he assumed I was the one causing the problem.

"I'm sorry, sir, but you told us to notify you when she tries to leave." He added it again awkwardly. He was just doing what Silva asked, but he's scared, as if he broke the rules. It annoys me how people act towards the Romanos.

"Well, she isn't leaving." He dismisses me, and I look at him with my mouth slightly open.

"I'm ready to go back to the manor; why can't I go back there?" I ask him. "What happened to not trying to control me?" I quickly added It was like everything we talked about a couple days ago went out the window.