Toxic and Mine

Follow Me

10/1
I'll sell your dreams and new desires, I'm trading hopes Im open late.

"You can stop here, I'll walk to the gate." I tell the Uber driver before getting out. He gets out helping me get my suit case before stepping back inside his car.

"Ciao." I say to the security guard waiting at the entrance of the Romano's estate. He looks shocked to see to me but after a few moments he lets me in.

I walk up the entrance way with the sound of my heels clicking on the ground. They were a black pair of heels that I fell in love with the moment I saw them. I had Buddy's leash in my hand this time. I wasn't leaving my baby at home anymore, I felt sick without him.

"Ciao." I say to another security guard that let's me into the house. As soon as I walk in I hear talking coming from dining table. It all ceases once my presence is known. Silva was sitting at the head of the table just staring at me. I smile walking over to him.

"Hi." I say to him and doesn't speak back. I bend down giving him a few kisses before walking off with Buddy and my suitcase.

I felt good, that trip home was very much needed because it provided support that I needed to get through such a bizarre experience.

To my surprise everything was still in my bedroom, I would have thought he would have taken everything out but he hasn't.

"Nastasia." I look up to see Lydia standing there with a smile on her face.

"Hey." I quickly say smiling back at her. She walks into my room, I guess she thought that was me inviting her in.

"It's good to see you, it's been a long time."

"Yes I know." I nod. She was still smiling at me but I could see past her.

"So how was your trip?" She asks me.

"Oh it was good, you know. I met up with some of my friends and my parents you know."

"Oh good! Were they able to help you out? You were a complete mess, I couldn't help but to feel bad for you." She laughs.

"I appreciate you for asking, I'm feeling way better now."

Our polite conversation held serious tension between each kind word we spilled back and forth. Even now, we were competing on who could be the nicest.

"So how are things with you and my brother?" She asks.

"Good actually! I'm moving into his room."

"Wait really?" She looked completely taken aback.

"Yes."

"And you're ok with that?"

"Why wouldn't I be, I saw this really cute bed set , I cannot wait to buy it. There's also a matching armchair that comes with it."

"Well I'm glad you're so....optimistic now. I'm shocked really, I was expecting you to be more crybaby-ish."

"You know honestly, it's not worth stressing myself out about. As long as I'm comfortable that's all the matters."

It goes quiet with her just staring.

"Well anyways I'm going to change my clothes so."

"Yea right,"

"Ok it was nice talking to you." I say.

"Same here." She smiles walking out. As soon as my door shut I drop my smile.

I kick my shoes off, pulling my dress off me to the floor leaving me in only my underwear before flopping on my bed. I pull my vape pin out inhaling it before letting it out.