Its been a while since I wrote, and I found a journal while on a run so I figured why not.
So I've always wanted to grow up and start a family, I'd imagine me bringing my children over to daddy's house.. Placin' them on his knee while i set the table for lunch.. Its just a dream of mine. But I guess that wont happen to due to recent events. I miss daddy, every second of everyday. I'd kill to have him back, but like he said. God has a plan ... Right?
Honestly, I'm starting to give up on god. I've prayed all my life for a miracle and it's never worked. Not even in the slightest. I realized that the more i veered away from god, the more hope I had for things to fall into place on their own. And then i met daryl.
We had our daughter, Iris. I wish daddy could see her, with her big blue eyes and goofy grin. Shes gonna grow up to be strong like her mum and dad. But by the time she grows up, I'd hope that things would be over. I hope she wont have to carry a knife in order to be safe. I hope she doesn't end up somewhere like Grady.
I hope she doesn't have to live through horrible tragedy like we did. But most of all, i hope we actually get to see her grow up. As far as I'm concerned, me or daryl aren't going anywhere for quite a long time. Now we not only have each other to live for, we have our beautiful daughter.
And even if (god forbid) something does happen to either me or him, she has Maggie and Glen. Or rick, michonne, carol - she has them.
Anyways, I should probably get going, Iris is crying. Until next time.
Beth
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The Walking Dead (Bethyl) Spin Off (Volume Two)
FanfictionDaryl was heart broken. The last few weeks with Beth had meant everything to him, he was almost positive the feelings he had for her were mutual. However like everyone else he had gotten close to, they were gone. Like a candle light being blown out...
