Thinking About You

Chapter 10

Scott's POV
I felt my body fall down to the floor and started crying uncontrollably.
Mitch left me and I had no idea where he went nor did I know if he was coming back.
I wanted to die , my heart hurt so much without him here. I sat on the floor of Mitch's room and cried for hours.
I pulled my phone from my pocket and tried to call Mitch still laying on the floor.
Come on please pick up please pick up I told myself
But yet no answer.
I tried and tried over again but no answer.

I felt more tears come down my face and my bottom lip shaking.
I tried to call Kirstin seeing if she knows where Mitch was.
She answered.

"Hello ? "

"Kirstin .." I said trying to make my voice not shake

"Hey Scott is everything okay ? " she asked with concern

"Where is Mitch ... Do you know where he is ? " I said in between sobs

There was a long pause in between the call ... It felt like forever.

"I do ..." She said barley above a whisper

I sat up for sitting on the floor and replied " Where is he ? Kirstin tell me"

She paused yet another long pause.

"He's here ... At my place. He is going go be here for a while Scott. He told me what happened and he just needs time for you to figure out things" she said

"Can you put him on the phone ? Please I just need to hear his voice " I said trying not to start crying again

"He's .... He's in the shower right now but I'll let him know you called Scott" Kirstin said being calm on the other end

She added saying " I hope you guys figure this out because we have tour coming up in a couple months and you can't avoid each other forever. Anyways Scott try to figure out what you are going to do " Kirstin said hanging up the phone

I was speechless but yet I felt like my whole world fell apart before my eyes. I lost everything.

Kirstin's POV

I pushed the end button on my phone and took a deep breath. Mitch was standing behind me the whole time during the conversation.

"Thanks for saying I was in the shower ... I didn't want to talk to him " Mitch said looking down at his socks

"I understand but next time you guys need to figure this out. You know you can't stay here forever " I said to Mitch

"Kirstin I have feelings for him. I can't explain it, it's like kissing him my heart beats like crazy and my mind racing and I get warm and everything goes away." Mitch said sitting down on the couch

"Ugh ... But then Scott goes back off with Alex and then it kills me." Mitch added shaking his head

I felt bad for Mitch I really did but I couldn't force Scott or make Scott see the light on what was right for him. All I could really do was try at this point.

I sat down on the couch with Mitch and gave him a tight hug letting him know everything with soon be okay.
It's been a long day for Mitch and I helped him to the guest room has it was getting late and the day seem to fly by.

"Thank you " Mitch said giving me one more hug

"Always , now go get some sleep maybe we can head out for breakfast tomorrow " I said smiling at Mitch

He nodded and closed the door behind him

Scott's POV
That night I decided to sleep in Mitch's room as he didn't take his blankets or pillows. I took in the scent of him that was on the covers. I messed up so badly.... I had to make things better. After talking to Kirstin on the phone that night I left my phone and didn't bother to look at who was texting me. I brought the covers up to my neck and tried to find comfort in Mitch's scent and there I cried myself to sleep as my heart hurt like I was stepping on broken glass. I messed up I messed up I told myself over and over again and I know I did and I needed to figure out a way how to fix things without making things worst.
I loved Mitch I knew it my heart knew
but my mind was telling me to be with Alex. All I knew that night was I needed to talk to Mitch.