Ray in the Sky

#6 GWENCHANA

After Alora and Lara left, I got ready for bed.

Mentally preparing myself for another day I had to work for an incredibly handsome boss, who doesn't even remember me.

Shit, do I WANT HIM to remember me?

Ughhhhhhhh....

"Goodnight Paca" I whispered to my Alpaca stuffed doll and hugged it tight, before drifting off to yet another .... nightmare.

<TRIGGER WARNING⚠️>
(please do not read if you get triggered by violence and physical abuse)

"R, baby let's go home" Zelan said, grabbing my wrist.

"Me and Mark are working on our project right now!" I pouted.

"Yeah Zelan, why don't you wait for a while? We would be done in an hour" Mark says, activating his puppy eyes as well.

"Ughhhh fine!" Zelan groaned, acting as if he was shielding his eyes from him.

I chuckled and standing up on my toes , gave him a peck on his cheek.

"Hey don't do that in school!" he whisper shouted, blushing furiously.

He was so cute.

Me and Mark looked at each other and laughed.

"Ray are you done nowwww" Zelan whined an hour later and I turned around to see him lying on the bleacher behind me with a book on his face.

"Yeah we are done!" I said standing up and closing my books, stuffing them in my bag.

"Let's go" I grab Zelan's hand and pull him up as he pretends to snore.

"Ray, Noel is called you to the rooftop by the way" Mark shouted half way across the court reminding me.

"Yeah I know" I shouted back, and looked at Zelan.

"Go!" he laughed and laid back down, snoring obnoxiously again.

"I'll be back" I chuckled and sped across the court.

I ran up the the stairs and pushed open the door to the rooftop.

"Hi Ray!" Noel greeted me, his hands in the pocket of the school blazer.

"You wanted to see me?" I asked him, standing at the door way, wishing to go back to Zelan as soon as possible .

"Um yes. Why don't you come here though?" Noel said, walking towards me.

"I am kind of in a rush"

"Oh then" he said grabbing my wrist and pushing me against the wall, his one hand closing the door.

"W-what are you doing?" I ask, my eyes widening in shock as he takes both of my wrists and grasps them in his hands tightly.

"Ray, I like you. Leave Zelan and be mine" he said, locking his gray eyes with mine.

"What?" I exclaimed and burst into laughter.

He was kidding right?

"Nice prank Noel, where are the cameras? I'll  go now, Zelan's waiting for me." I announced, giggling.

"Prank?" he scoffed, blinking his eyes rapidly, then looking back at me, this time, with a dark look set in  them.

"Im not kidding Ray" he pushed, pinning my arms above my head.

"Wait, what the hell? Let me go!" I shout but he pushed himself against my body and smashing his lips on mine, kissing me passionately.

What was happening? Tears welled up in my eyes as I continued to keep my lips as closed shut as possible, not moving them in the slightest.

"WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING!" a voice boomed a few seconds later, and the weight on me finally lifted.

I heard a loud crunch and saw Noel on the floor, clutching his bloody nose and groaning in pain.

"STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM HIM!" Zelan boomed, kicking Noel in the balls.

"Zelan!" I whisper, as the tears started rolling down my face.

"Shut up" he growled, grabbing my wrist and dragging me with him.

"Zelan say something!" I pleaded for the hundredth time as he unlocked the door of his house.

He grabbed my forearm and pushed me into his room, making me fall down on the floor, banging my head lightly on the wall.

"Ouch! Watch it!" I complained rubbing my head but when I looked up, his hazel eyes were no longer the warm ones I knew, they were full of....anger?

"You FUCKING LET HIM KISS YOU?" he bellowed, running his fingers through his hair.

"He forced me! I swear I didn't kiss him back!"

"OH really? Do you think I am a fool?" he yelled, letting out a small laugh.

"Zelan please don't be angry" I whispered as tears again threatened to fall.

Zelan looked at me and slowly walked towards me.

"Take off you shirt" he commanded, and I did it, breathing heavily in anticipation.

He took my hand and held them behind my back, and taking off his tie, tied it around my wrists, tightly.

He kneeled down and placed his knees on the either side of my legs, his cold hands on my chest.

"Baby, you know you desrve a punishment right?" he whispered huskily, taking out his handkerchief from his pocket.

He quickly made it into a ball shape and stuffed it into my mouth.

What was he doing?

"Baby, I hate to do this" he crooned, lightly kissing my jaw and my collar bone.

I closed my eyes as shivers ran down my body.

But a strange noise suddenly made me open my eyes up and I saw Zelan holding a cardboard cutter in his hand.

"I hope you remember this-" he said, placing the blade on my chest and pushing it a little way in.

I winced as the sharp end made contact with my skin.

What was he doing? He surely wasn't gonna hurt me, was he?

"-and always think-" he continued, pushing the blade further in, looking at my eyes directly.

I screamed, as a sharp pain shot through my skin.

I felt something liquid run down my stomach—blood, I think.

"Shhhh baby" he whispered, pecking my nose.

"Next time-" he growled, dragging the blade across my skin at an excruciatingly slow pace, "-if I see your pretty lips on someone else's, you will be in biggggg trouble".

I screamed in pain, my tears flowing down my face just like how blood was streaking down my skin.

He dragged the blade another inch slowly and I screamed into the handkerchief gaging me. I wanted to push him off of my body but I found myself frozen.

"Shush baby, it's okay. I'm here" Zelan whispers, taking the blade out of my skin, and cupping my cheek in his hand.

"This is what happens to all naughty boys Ray"

"Please stop, STOP IT! I AM SORRY! ZELAN I'M SORRY. Anyone, please make it stop!" I wake up sobbing .

I try to move but like always, sleep paralysis didn't let me. I look beside me and see Zelan sitting right beside me, brushing my hair with his fingers.

I shut my eyes tightly to block his image from my mind.

A few minutes later, I finally sit up, hugging my knees to my chest, sobbing quietly in the dark room.

"It was just a nightmare, gwenchana" I mutter repeatedly as calming myself down with the butterfly hug.

"I'm so scared" I whisper wishing I had someone next to me.

Someone who could hold me and calm me down....