misery

part 3

"stop shooting! right now!" it came from behind the camera
"what happend to him?!" John shouted
"I don't know, he was sitting and suddenly falling apart."- Ringo said, watching me lie on the ground

"call the doc!" someone shouted.

"Paulie! wake up!"- George said gentle meanwhile shaking with me

i was lie on the ground, meanwhile i had a dream about that interview. i fainted.

doc ran to me. he checked on my pulse. he looked at us scared. he started giving me first aid. everybody was watching me. meanwhile in my dream when my heart stop beating i was crying.

"John? what the hell just happend?" i told him after interview.
"Paul maybe you are queer. i think it's not bad. im hot." he laughed
"what? are you kidding?! im not queer" i started crying. i sat on the floor and started hard crying. John put his arm around my shoulders.

"maybe im queer too."

with that words i start getting so much pain. i moaned.

"he's back!" doc said happily

"Paulie!" John said with tears

"what happened? why im on the floor?"

"Paul your heart stop beating." Ringo said

"what?" i said confused
then i saw black. I can't see! i heard voices.

"he fainted doc!" someone shouted. dunno who. then i stopped hearing voices. I remember being put on a stretcher, after going in an ambulance.

i woke up at hospital. John was sleeping at the chair. Ringo and Geo wasn't there. i looked around my room, but my eyes can look just at him. i looked at my body. behind me was a bag on the stand from which the trumpet led into my hand. I had a cannula in my hand. I was wearing that patients' shirt. i am really tired, but i wanna know what happend to me.

"John?" i said sleepy
John open his eyes and get happy to see me awake.
"jesus Paul, you scared us! im so happy you're alive!"
"what happend?"

"remember when someone gave us the coffee? he put something into yours. when we sat, you were pale and green, then you closed your eyes and fall on the floor. you were kinda shaking, then you stopped. we called doc. you had heart attack! then you woke up and told me something, then you fainted. we took you to the hospital."

"how long i've been sleeping?"

he's getting nervous. "for a week.."

"what?"

"yeah it sounds crazy..."

"im tired." i fall asleep after i said this.

John came to me
"im glad you're okay..." and sat into his chair.
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after two days i have more energy. John was all the time with me. Geroge and Ringo sometimes came.

"John, when i fainted i've had really weird dream." should i tell him?
"please don't laugh."

"don't worry Macca."

"I had a dream that the moderator was asking me weird questions and finally he said I was queer and you said you thought I was crazy about you. after interview I started crying, you put your arm around my shoulders and said you might be crazy about me too."

John looks at me
"and is that real? you feel that?"

"no of course not." i akwardly laugh

"are you sure?"

"John i had heart attack, im not sure about anything!" i shouted

"calm down. you can get another one." he laugh

"and what about you ,Lennon?"

"uhm..." he stayed quiet.

what? i thought he will tell me no of course not, but he said uhmm..?

"i dont." said to the floor.

"we are not queer, right?" i akwardly laugh

"of course we aren't!" he did the same

"i was really scared y'know. when he said you have no pulse i was crying. i can't imagine my life without you!" John said with tears.

"come here." i hugged him.
i looked at him. i felt weird. like when i like girls, but he was boy. i can't date boys! i hope he doesn't know what i'm thinking. i never thought about him like this maybe i felt this for long time, but i was scared. my thought was interrupted by a kiss

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