misery

part 2

i woke up early. it was just 6 o'clock. i tried to fall asleep, but i can't. i took a shower. I came into the room and looked in the closet. I took off my shirt and pants and starting to get hungry. i came to kitchen and i was wondering what i wanted. Geo came to kitchen too.

"hello Paul." he said sleepy
"hi Geo."

"i can't decide what i want to eat." i smiled.

"mhm i will do scramble eggs maybe."

"yeah, want some help?"

"why not?"

he took from fridge five eggs and I took the pan off the shelf. then I handed him the oil and he started frying the eggs. i did to myself coffee and sat down on the chair. he served me breakfast. it was really great

"you're doin the best scramble eggs!" i told him.

"thanks Paulie!"

after a while came down Ringo. he did some breakfast and sat down at us. we were talking about that interview. John wasn't coming.

"hey lads, where's John?" i asked and hopping for the answer.

"dunno." Ringo said and look at us.

"i look for him." i told them.
i looked to his room and he wasn't there. where the hell is he? i ran to them and told them he is not there.

"damn it! where the hell he can be?!" George said angry

"no idea guys." Ringo answered.

great today is the damn interview! he can disappear any time, but not now! i will kill him!

we waited for an hour. then we heard a knock. I quickly stood up and came to open the doors.

"where the hell have you been?!" i was so angry

"sorry mate..."

"sorry? are you kidding me?"

"i dont have apologize."

"never mind. get dressed. we have to go John."I wanted to sound disappointed

John went to his room and after few moments he came to us

"let's go lads!" said happy

we looked at each other. stood up and got in the car. i was nervous. i stoped being mad at John. he was like this. that was normal thing. i had bad felling about the interview. they were talking about what John did last night. i didnt care. i didnt listen them.

"Paul? are u there?" John asked

"what? did you said something?"

"yes, i've been talking to you?"

"sorry, i was just thinking.." and i kept going on thinking. I didn't listen to them until the end of the ride.

"Paul we are there! c'mon we have to be quickly! there is so many girls." Geo said.

we ran through the girls. someone opened for us doors. i hated this. we can't go normally. its so annoying. we waited there for second. i was sitting next to John.

"hey wanna coffee?" young man asked us.

"sure, thanks!" i gave him smile.

he gave us two coffees. for me and John. i needed him. i tasted it. it was really great coffee.

"c'mon guys!" someone said to us. we drank coffee quickly and we followed him. i looked at John, John looks at me too. i sat on the couch.
they started ask us typical questions. i started feel weird.

"Paul how are you doing?"
"cool." I stammered

man looks at me suspicious. then he started ask many questions. i started to feel really weird. then he started to ask me weird questions.

"what is it like to be the worst?" "why are you still thinking about Lennon?" "why do you keep blaming him?"

"what type of questions is it?" i awkwardly laugh

"you tell me." he answered

"no, no."

"it's very obvious." "why are you like that" "You are afraid?"

"I will not answer this." what the hell is this? i knew this will be really weird. i knew it! screw it!

"look at John. he is so perfect" "you don't have on him!"

"why are you just asking me? we are four!"

"ha! i knew it! you are queer!"

"what did you said? are you kidding me? i think this is the end!"

"calm down Paulie. I thought you were crazy about me" John said.

"what the hell is going on. this is just dream. im just dreamin! wake up Paul!" i started sweating and awkwardly laughing. did he called me queer. i cant be. im not crazy for John! i just wanted to get out of that place. i put my head into my hands.
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