misery

part 7

when we cleaned it all up, we sat down on the floor. i looked at him sadly.

"John you could have been dead just for me. I feel terrible guilt about that. promise me that no matter what happens between us, it will never end like this. that we'll both end up in the hospital."

"we can never know what can end. the only thing i can promise is that i'll never say anything like that to hurt you and if it does, it won't end well."

"oh John, I think we should go to bed to rest.."

i looked on his hands. the bandages were soaked with blood.

"but i think i should change your bandages first."

"great idea."

I took them off carefully. I had to clean them for him because it wasn't clean and I wanted it to heal as soon as possible. he shouted a little when I started cleaning, but what could I do? I finished it and bandaged it. I took him to his room and left when he stopped me.

"dont you wanna stay there please?"

"of course. I've been waiting for you to say that!"

i lay next to him. i hugged him tightly.
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the smell of scrambled eggs woke me up. i looked around the room and saw John above me. he made for me breakfast? John? i thought.

"you did for me breakfast? thats sweet!"

"yeah i did! and gave there some pills for yours heart."

"oh nice... thank you Johnny!"

i started eating. it wasnt so good, but i ate it. it was sweet. he made me breakfast. when I had finished, I got up and went to take the plate down. John walked like a tail behind me. I think he was glad he made me breakfast. i didnt see Ringo and Geo. that was strange.

"hey where are they?"

"oh i didnt tell you. we should have had an interview again today, but I said the two of us wouldn't go."

"John are you crazy? this will be suspicious! they may have suspicions. it can blow up and we will have a problem. they will all deal with us even more than ever before. oh John..."

"huh dont worry i made it up."

"how?!"

"I said we're busy inventing new songs and that's why we're not coming."

"oh thats clever John."

"yea i know." he smiled to himself.

"anyways that means today is free. just two of us. so do you wanna do something?"

"in fact, I would like to rest. I'd try to come up with some songs. what do ya think?"

"yeah that sounds great."

and so we started. we took our guitars and thought. after a while, John got an idea.

"what if we just wrote it about us? but like youre girl?"

"you have any ideas?"

"yeah i do. i've just seen a face, i can't forget the time or place, where we just met. he's oh sorry she's just the girl for me and i want all the world to see we've met. mm-mm-mm-m'-mm-mm. what do you think?"

"how did you figure it out so quickly?"

"I started thinking about it a few days in advance."

"that's beatiful! and do you have chords for that?"