I woke up with a extreme hangover. Hawak hawak ko ang ulo ko at napaupo. The thick blanket on top of me fell and revealed my light blue polo. Namilog ang mata ko at kinapa ang aking walang saplot na pang-ibaba.
I covered my mouth using my palm.
Of course, damn it!
I thought it was just a crazy dream! Gago ka, Nichoella!
No, no, no. Sinabunutan ko ang sarili ko. Remembering last night, it was a disaster. I slept in his car. I was sober when we went home. Naalala ko lahat. Doon pa lang, sana nag-isip na ako ng maayos.
Sus maryosep! My heart is racing loudly. What if we didn't use any protection? Oh, god. Am I going to be pregnant? I don't even have a full-time job. My mother's gonna kill me. This is a nightmare.
Sinapo ko ang noo ko.
Bumungad sa akin ang malawak na bedroom. The theme was very manly. I don't spot any girlish thing around except for the naked lady on the bed. Ako.
A wide window with the view of the whole El Vicente on the side, a king sized bed, two doors. One is probably for the closet and a running shower. A running shower!
Suminghap ako.
He's in the shower! I don't even know him!
Sandali, I know him. I've been screaming it all night.
Tumayo ako sa puting kama. I saw myself in a wide human sized mirror on the side. Malaki ang polo na suot ko na halos sakupin ang hita ko. My brown hair is messy and my makeup is gone!
Lumipad ang tingin ko sa basurahan at kita ko ang plastic ng condom at iilang mga wipes.
This is bad...
Lumapit ako sa side table niya. I gripped the black frame beside the lamp and his phone. Kita ko ang graduation picture niya.
My hand crawled on my lips.
I thought it was a dream, too!
I had sex with Hugo Carvajal. Yes, of course!
Oh my god. This is so bad! I'm going to cry!
I couldn't find my clothes yesterday. So I didn't have a choice but to grab a boxer from his huge closet. Nagmamadali akong gawin iyon. His closet is huge. Hindi na ako nangalkal pa.
I ran outside his room and picked up my shoes. I probably left my phone to my friends. Wala akong dalang cash pero bahala na.
The condo was huge. Wala na akong panahon para mag-tour doon. I saw some foods on the counter. Nakalatag iyon doon. Kaluluto lang iyon, pansin ko at nakalatag ang dalawang plato.
He's probably with someone. The hell I care. I have to fucking get out of this hell.
I sighed and ran outside.
Tulala ako habang nasa taxi. I said Alonna's address. It's weekend, panigurado ay nasa bahay lang siya ngayon. I can't go home looking like this. I look like crazy! I'm wearing a man's polo and boxer! Damn it.
Namilog ang mata ni Alonna nang makita niya akong kakababa sa taxi. Sakto ay nasa bakuran siya, kasama ang aso at nilalaro ito.
"Nikki, anong..."
Hilaw akong ngumiti. "Firstly, do you have cash? I need to pay the cab."
Nataranta siya. "Yeah, yeah. Inabot ni Krish sa akin kanina 'yung bag mo. Sandali, kukunin ko."
Susunduin ko na lang siguro ang sasakyan ko mamaya. I couldn't even deal about it properly. Nababaliw na yata ako.
She paid my cab. Sinamahan niya ako sa loob ng bahay niya at binigyan ng disenteng damit. She kept on asking me what happened, pilit kong ginagawan ng magandang dahilan pero wala akong maisip.
