I'm "fine"

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I tell you that I am fine,
But its a lie,
I am breaking down, 
My demon's eyes glow,
She is ready to attack,
I pretend to smile,
But I keep lying to myself,
I wish there was someone,
Someone who would hug me tight,
But I know that if there is their light,
Their light would be gone,
I had grown,
Grown the sorrow into my life,
Words can cut you like a knife,
Sure I am fine,
But can you see me or are you seeing my mask?, 
Why do you even ask, 
If you know that I will lie,
I am fine...

(Yeah I'm depressed 24/7 but I keep trying to bring a smile to those around me...Maybe I am not giving the best effort of helping people. Maybe I should just give up already. Nobody will care anyways. ( 0 u 0) Yeah, Nobody will care since I am a burden to everybody.)

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