My Life With My True Feelings

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Thank you for being my best friend,
Thank you for letting me share my light and my stupidity with you,
Thank you for always making my day brighter each day,
You are the reason that I am still here,
Whenever you need me,
I can pretend that I am not broken,
I can pretend that I am not in pain,
I can pretend so much just so that I can be able to comfort you and support you,
I hope we will see each other whenever we are older,
I may not act like I am a very good friend or that I am mean to you or I don't care about you, or I don't talk much,
And I am sorry if that' s the case,
But I want you to remember that no matter what I'm going through I will make room for you,
I will make room for you to comfort, help, support, and talk to you,
I am grateful that I had found you,
******* I am grateful that I had found such a wonderful best friend like you,
You always make me smile,
Even if I'm sad or frustrated, You know what to do to bring a smile to my face,
I sometimes really wish I had talked to you sooner,
I'm sorry if it takes me time to open up to you, but I will slowly do so,
You had always stayed by my side even if I tried to push you away, you were still there,
I don't know if I deserve such a wonderful, kind, and caring person like you,
But I'm so grateful of being able to call you my best friend,
******* to be honest, you were my first guy friend who I hugged and I'm happy that it was you,
Even if you are going through stuff, your best friend will be here supporting you and listening to what you're going through
I will give you my shoulder for you to cry,
Together we can face anything,
You made me change bit by bit every day,
You had told me to stand up for myself and to speak up,
And I will try to do so,
You gave me a purpose of waking up every morning,
And making my life from boring,
To a very fun and joyful life,
I cherish the smallest things we did together,
Even if you tell me to go away,
I will still be here for you whenever you need me,
I try to gather,
Gather and cope myself from showing you how weak I really am,
Because I don't want to make you feel guilty or embarrassed of being my friend,
Or become a burden to you,
I will always try to be happy and smile so that you won't worry about me,
I care for you a lot and I don't know how I can show you how much you really mean to me,
But I will try to show it more,
I don't even know how you deal with me sometimes,
I hope you find someone who loves you because you deserve to be loved,
Both of us can make the world better,
Even though we have our arguments and different ideas,
We both still by each other's side,
Even if the ocean tide,
Are stronger every day,
I know with you by my side I will be able to handle it,
Thank you ******* for everything,
I'll always be your best friend,
I Love you *******