My Life With My True Feelings

(n u n)

Thank you for being my sister,
Thank you for letting me share my light and my stupidity with you,
Thank you for always making my day brighter each day,
You are the reason that I am still here,
Whenever you need me,
I can pretend that I am not broken,
I can pretend that I am not in pain,
I can pretend so much just so I can be able to comfort you and support you,
I hope we will see each other whenever we are older, 
I may not act like I am a very good friend or that I am mean to you or I dont care about you, or I dont talk much,
And I am sorry if that's the case,
But I want you to remember that no matter what I'm going through I will make room for you,
I will make room for you to comfort, help, support, and talk to you,
I am grateful that I had found you,
*****, I am grateful that I had found a wonderful friend who acts like an older sister to me and someone who is similar to me,
 I am grateful that I found you,
You made me change my mind in ending it all,
If it wasn't because of you,
Those voices in my head would of gotten what they wanted and I wouldn't be here talking to you or making this poem for you,
Thank you so much for everything,
Even the smallest things that we did together i cherish those moments,
Even if you told me to go away,
 I will always be here for you,
I will always consider you my family,
Thank you for letting be your friend,
I hope our friendship never ends,
We both share our own pain but together we are stronger,
You don't have to wait any longer,
For somebody to love you,
 I love you and so does every single friend that is still by your side,
Our imagination is as wide as the ocean,
It spreads to the deeps part of our minds,
Thank you, *****, for everything,
I will always be your little sister,
I love you sis