Chaos and torment.
The two things Delle endured the most in her life. As she tried to get out of the mess, she got entangled with different kinds of people. Delle came to love being with them, and finally found someone who let her experience peace...
Because hearing my name from other people's mouth made a fool out of me.
I was so pathetic, thinking that I was a great person.
I was such a fool.
I was never great. Not even good.
I was always... behind everyone else.
Ever since, I've always wanted to be recognized, to be noticed, to be acknowledged, to be praised, so I thought that other people calling for me was flattering.
It almost made me feel that I'm needed.
It made me feel that I'm a part of them.
It tricked me into thinking that I was accepted.
But...
I failed too much...
And they were disappointed in me.
But not as much as I was disappointed in myself.
"I thought Delle's a gifted child. She turned out to be average."
Below average.
"Delle was good in everything at first. I guess we were wrong about that."
Yeah, I thought so too.
"Delle's skipping the piano classes?"
Because I can't do it...
"Is Delle not joining the team now? She's quitting?"
I'm scared...
"What is Delle even doing? Is she running away?"
I guess I am...
"Delle's not helping. She's so troublesome ever since she's a child."
Yes, a troublemaker.
"Did you say Delle cheated on the exams?"
I was afraid to fail...
"Your crazy daughter, Delle, slapped that broom to my daughter's cheek!"
It was a misunderstanding...
"That Delle's been messing up with the neighbor's kids."
They messed with me first.
"Delle's a girl, but she's like a crazy guy."
A psycho, maybe?
"Mom, why is sister, Delle, still in her room? I've been doing her chores all day!"
I don't have the energy to get up...
"Haaaa, sister, Delle, is so lazy."
I just don't have the motivation to move...
"Delle, look at you. You're the fattest among your girl cousins."
Because I couldn't take care of myself...
"Why are you not taking care of yourself, Delle? Now we're paying this huge amount of your hospital fees."
I'm sorry I'm a burden.
"What are you even doing with your life, Delle? Are you going to stay like this forever?"
I... don't know.
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