This next "chapter" will be discussing chapter 12-13 of Solitare by Alice Osmen.
If you do not wish to be spoiled. I advise you move on.
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I don't like Becky. She's too stuck up. Cant you see Tori has to go.
Even though the certain situation sucks. I love how tori and Michael become closer.
Chapter 13
It's starting. I can feel it. I know what's about to happen
I can feel myself about to cry.
I can't do it. I can't.
I already know what about to happen. I can't do this. I want to listen.
He keeps repeating Im sorry.
The visual description of the room and everything is just to real. I love tori.
She's so strong. She has so much pressure in her. I just realized Charlie is 15.
This is hard.
She doesn't have to put so much pressure on herself. Their parents are even home and it's the middle of the night. This is brutal.
I realized. I'm both tori and Charlie. The way tori keeps care of Charlie is how I have to be sometimes. And then the way Charlie is
The chapter is over. And I can't begin to process what I just felt or what I just listened to. I am trying not to cry. And not make it known that I've been crying. I'm on to the next chapter.
YOU ARE READING
I'm spiraling
Non-FictionHeavy trigger warning. These pieces are things that I've written during times of pure mania. Where I began to unravel and spiral. Many discuss feelings of loneliness. And suggestive content. Please do not read if any of this triggers you.
