Fix You// Minsung

Nineteen🌻

Minho was waiting for Jisung at the gates, he was running a bit late then usual.

When he saw Jisung walk out, he went to wave but saw Jisung's head hanging low.

He walked up to him instead.

"Hey Ji" Minho walked beside him. Jisung didn't answer. Minho pouted "Yah, a hello would be considerate"

Jisung didn't answer he was too busy looking at the stares the pair got.

"Hello? Earth to Jisung?" Minho said close to Jisung's ear quite loudly.

"Just shut up!" Jisung looked at Minho with a glare. Minho was a bit surprised. "Please... Just shut up"

Jisung walked ahead to his dad's car and got in. Minho followed quickly behind.

The car ride home was so tense. Minho hated it and so did Jisung but he wouldn't dare try to stop it.

"How was school boys?" His dad asked.

"Great"

"Awful"

Minho looked at Jisung and pouted. "Why was it awful, you saw me!"

"That's exactly the reason why" Jisung glanced at Minho. Minho looked away. "Whatever" He scoffed.

"What happened Ji?" He dad asked.

"Well, this bitch was annoying me and then I was being interagated by my classmates about.." He didn't want to say the reason why, what if Minho didn't know?

".. Being friends with Minho" Jisung concluded.

Minho laughed "It should be obvious we're not friends"

"Oh really? Then what are we? Cause you seemed real comfortable with me this morning!" Jisung snapped. "Jisung watch it" His father warned. "Sorry dad"

Minho smirked. He leaned in to Jisung's ear. "We could be more~"

Jisung's whole face drained of colour. "Shut the fuck up"

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The pair were in the study room but the silence was unbearable.

For Minho at least, he never really focused on his work anyway.

"Jisung"

"Do your work"

"But Jisung"

"Do you want to even graduate?" Jisung rolled his eyes. Minho pouted. "You're no fun today"

"Well it wasn't really my idea to spread rumours about you and me dating" He replied. Minho sighed "You heard them huh?"

Jisung nodded "God the stares we got when we were leaving school" the thought made Jisung want to cry.

He hated so much attention on him. Minho didn't know this.

"Really? I didn't notice" He replied. Jisung scoffed "Of course not, you don't care about anything"

Minho felt an odd pang in his stomach when he heard that.

"Just do your work and actually care about something other than yourself for once" Jisung sighed and went back to being quiet.

"Can you help me?"

"Why should I?" Jisung responded.

"I don't know how to care so help me"

Jisung looked over at Minho. "I have my own work" Jisung had his work done. He was only writing random things that came to his head.

Lyrics maybe. If he got them to rhyme.

Minho sat closer to Jisung. "That totally looks like work"

Jisung sighed. "Fine. What do you want" Their eyes met again.

Minho was leaned in from looking at the 'work' Jisung was doing and thus leaving them both staring at each other.

Jisung looked down at Minho's books and cleared his throat. "You're work?" He gestured.

"Mhm" Minho didn't move. Jisung felt flustered. He knew his cheeks were gone red.

God what was Minho doing to him? Minho wanted nothing to do with him a month ago but now he wanted to stare at him as if his life depended on it.

Jisung didn't like how it made his heart feel things. He didn't like the fuzzy, tingly feeling he got in his stomach when Minho teased him or looked at him. He didn't like the way he couldn't figure out what he was feeling.

And above it all he hated the way Minho acted as if it was nothing.

"Take a photo it last longer" Jisung said flustered. Minho still didn't move. "Or I could look at you" he replied.

"You're being a weirdo!" Jisung scoffed. He looked away again. Minho chuckled a little and smiled.

"You're cute"

Jisung looked back. He swore he was having war flashbacks to the night in Minho's dad's apartment.

Jisung gulped. "Don't lie" he laughed a little. Minho hummed "You are though"

"Ji"

"Yeah?"

There was a silence. Jisung watched as Minho's eyes drifted to look at his lips. Minho lifted his hand and held Jisung's chin.

"When we kissed... What was it like?" Whatever atmosphere was in the room before had faded into a lustful tension.

Jisung gulped again. "I don't know... I can't remember" He didn't really feel anything. He didn't want that kiss.

Minho paused for a moment. He looked at Jisung's face. He looked so innocent. He wanted to kiss him. He didn't know why but he wanted to know what it was like when they kissed before.

Usually he would just kiss the person without a second thought but with Jisung he felt different.

"Can I kiss you?" he asked his eyes on Jisung's lips. The flicked up to meet Jisung's. Jisung slowly nodded unconsciously. "I need you to tell me Ji"

He felt like he needed to make sure completely Jisung was okay with this. It felt new because usually by this stage whoever he was about to kiss would've done it by now. He didn't understand really why he needed a yes from the boy.

"Y-Yeah..." he said. "you can"

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Mmmm im not that proud of how I initiated this but there's a shit ton of angst in the future chapters so yuh